Highway Full of Pain

[Chorus]
I'm on a highway full of pain, I'm driving crazy
I'm on these pills, feel like a ghost, like Patrick Swayze
I don't know how I'm still, man it's amazing
Bet you can see it in my eyes, I'm going crazy
I can't feel my heart beat, no I can't feel no love
Only time I don't feel pain is when I'm on these drugs
Man, I wouldn't wish this feeling on my enemy
I could feel my soul bleeding, got no energy

All this pain in my heart, never felt this sh*t before
You done left a n*gga scarred, you done left me in the dark
I done tried to let you go, but you made this sh*t so hard
Can't forget I got a son, I can't let you leave me wrong
You all in my system, got me going to a dark place
Look up in my momma's face, I can see her heart break
Can't let you take me away from my family, though
n*gga, I'm in so much pain so much pain, you'll never see though
These tears in my eyes, probably build a river
Man, I pray to God, Lord knows I'm a sinner
And I got a heart colder than December
In my feelings, feeling like I'm [?]

[Chorus]
I'm on a highway full of pain, I'm driving crazy
I'm on these pills, feel like a ghost, like Patrick Swayze
I don't know how I'm still, man it's amazing
Bet you can see it in my eyes, I'm going crazy
I can't feel my heart beat, no I can't feel no love
Only time I don't feel pain is when I'm on these drugs
Man, I wouldn't wish this feeling on my enemy
I could feel my soul bleeding, got no energy

[Verse 2]
I woke up today, feel like taking my life away
I can't take this pain, not even for another day
My sister's boyfriend just pulled the same stunt
I can't even go like that, I got a damn son
And all these pills bring depression
A n*gga feeling under pressure
My baby momma trippin' on me 'cause the money low
I got a kid on the way from another one
Man, you wouldn't want my life for a day
Man, you'd probably blow your f*ckin' brain away
I numb the pain with these pills that I take
Get on my knees, ask the Lord for a way

[Chorus]
I'm on a highway full of pain, I'm driving crazy
I'm on these pills, feel like a ghost, like Patrick Swayze
I don't know how I'm still, man it's amazing
Bet you can see it in my eyes, I'm going crazy
I can't feel my heart beat, no I can't feel no love
Only time I don't feel pain is when I'm on these drugs
Man, I wouldn't wish this feeling on my enemy
I could feel my soul bleeding, got no energy