Eyelids

Feels like I have been left out
Marker on my face, lose ten pounds
Oh

I think that I am the background
I think I'm ready to change now
Open up to a new sound
Spend all my time in my damn house
Livin' that life that I made, wow
Responsible for the fallout
Honestly it's just a shame how
Good hearts look now

Confusion sinking in
Find myself on the floor again

Disassociate from myself
Better find the money to bail me out
I sit in therapeutic silence
I deserve to lose my eyelids

Disassociate from myself
Better find the money to bail me out
I sit in therapeutic silence
I deserve to lose my eyelids

Spend another day fast asleep
How did this happen to me?
Oh

Feels like I've fallen from grace
I used to grind everyday
Wake up at 8
Show up to work
But this motherfucker escaped
I think I'll settle for nothing
Sick of the bullshit discussions
And I will remain the same

Confusion sinking in
Find myself on the floor again

Disassociate from myself
Better find the money to bail me out
I sit in therapeutic silence
I deserve to lose my eyelids

Disassociate from myself
Better find the money to bail me out
I sit in therapeutic silence
I deserve to lose my eyelids