Greatest Fear

By Young Grizzly (2022)
On album Biggest Fear (2022)

Biggest Fear
[Hook]

Walking through my mind feels like I'm walking through a bunch of mirrors
I'm young grizzley but today I gotta shed them tears
I'm writing this song to tell y'all about my greatest fear
Fuck all of the bullshit I made it out
But I almost didn't fuckin make it out


[Verse 1]

Feels like my whole life I've been on a mission
Wanna get rid of the bad memories it got me wishin
Every night I close my eyes I can still hear the screams
Of that motherfucker I called a dad that bastards a fiend
I started spitting rhymes to drown out the pain and fights
So many bad memories as a kid hard to remember the light
Hard to make a song about my life
Harder to write it down then spit the words on the mic
But it's alright I learned to talk to other people by rapping these bars that I write
Came from the ghetto where it was dangerous to go out at night
My momma struggled but she worked hard to provide me with that better life
Still struggle but still manage to have roof over my head
At least I ain't dead
Thankful I'm here today writing down these messages with a pen


[Hook]

Walking through my mind feels like I'm walking through a bunch of mirrors
I'm young grizzley but today I gotta shed them tears
I'm writing this song to tell y'all about my greatest fears
Fuck all of the bullshit I made it out
But I almost didn't fuckin make it out


[Verse 2]

He always yelled
Feared him so much was afraid to ask for help
He never gave a fuck about me or anyone else only gave a fuck about himself
Found out why we was always broke
That bastard spent all our money on coke
Did it in the bathroom so we wouldn't notice
But all the screaming and shit I should have noticed
My momma bought me a new i
Pod touch my birthday
A year later it was gone he sold it for drugs cause he was thirsty
After my mom's left him we finally started recovering
I never got over the bad times but this song is my recovery
When you tell me you had a hard life but you were happy and rich
I ain't got sympathy bitch because saying that to me is disrespect
I don't give a shit
Bet most of y'all never been through this
Kinda Wish they could walk in shoes as a kid
They would see the shit
They would experience it
But let's be honest I don't want anyone to go through this shit
This is it the moment i give you only took 21 years
A lot of pain, suffering and a pool of tears
Most kids are scared of a monster that ain't real
Well I lived with a monster and the fact that I'm alive is surreal
I appreciate my mom cause she dragged me out of that evil
So I raise a glass to her and say cheers
This has been the greatest year
I've finally faced my greatest Fear


[Hook]

Walking through my mind feels like I'm walking through a bunch of mirrors
I'm young grizzley but today I gotta shed them tears
I'm writing this song to tell y'all about my greatest fear
Fuck all of the bullshit I made it out
But I almost didn't fuckin make it out

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