Absent

I thought you would be right by my side
Always be there like I was there for you
You didn't care to check up on me knowing that I was suffering
A river went down my face
And I don't like how she easily took my fucking place
And I was so sick but I guess you're numb to my shit
And I'm not gonna say a word cause I know what's best
I thought you would be right by my side
Even when you feel like your dead
I thought you would be right by my side
I guess I was wrong
I guess I was wrong
What can I say I thought I had a friend who would soon become my favorite person
And it really hurts now because I was so sure now I'm rеally stuck
Really stuck
My heart really rippеd from below
Can you tell that I'm really hurting
I try not to show
It's better that way you know
Maybe down the line you'll learn your lesson
But I'll rather fuck it up and let my heart burn
I thought you would be right by my side
Even when you feel like your dead
I thought you would be right by my side
I guess I was wrong
I guess I was wrong


Where did you go
I really thought you would always be around
It really hurts cause I'm all alone
Cause I'm speaking first I might take 4 pills to erase the memories
I thought you would be right by my side
Even when you feel like your dead
I thought you would be right by my side
I guess I was wrong
I guess I was wrong