Champagne

[Hook]
To drink champagne is what hurts the most
But its my campaign when I write a verse for a ho
That's lame is all I ever hear people say
And they're in the way of that fame
But to drink champagne is a dangerous game

[Verse 1]
I used to be a pill taking addict and an alcoholic
Always saying "that's it" then I haul it
Time to fall back after I haul ass
That's all, I just ran! Decided to take pills
'Cause I was sick of life and I was wanting to be killed
I had no strive for success like I do now
But then again, I always ask people "who frowns?"
I would drink liquor, wine and champagne all the time
When I felt pain in my heart 'cause it was the only escape I could try
The pain was always dark, the rain was always hard
Nothing was right in my mind, so I could always wine n' dine
Lie n' lie, always sayin' I try but I never could get my mind to grasp it
So I just decided to start laying my mind in a casket

[Hook]
To drink champagne is what hurts the most
But its my campaign when I write a verse for a ho
That's lame is all I ever hear people say
And they're in the way of that fame
But to drink champagne is a dangerous game

[Verse 2]
While I was hyped up on painkillers
I could never get way realer than I am now
Ran south with my hands out
This lands now the mans mouth
I would always have nightmares
Of me getting a Black Eye and ending up in the trash can right there
By these bullies and I intentionally would make bad music
So that people can see me rap foolish
I would wake up, panting heavily
I would have nightmares of that and nightmares that were very scary
Some where I just could not speak
I couldn't scream for help in my dream
And I was deeming it scary and seeing it as a rarity
Then I started to ask people for help 'cause I was sick of it
I felt like a nuisance, I had a couple new senses
When I got off it, I could not write at all
I had to learn my skills all over again
Some skills even required to play with my head like baseball
And I missed it three times, and three strikes you're out, my lane's fall

[Hook]
To drink champagne is what hurts the most
But its my campaign when I write a verse for a ho
That's lame is all I ever hear people say
And they're in the way of that fame
But to drink champagne is a dangerous game

[Verse 3]
I ended up in attempting suicide, took more than 8 painkillers at once
Turns out I didn't die, I didn't know what the f*ck happened once I tried
I fell asleep faster than Speedy Gonzalez on ecstasy
And I woke up, thinking what the f*ck
It was all through the night and half a day
I never thought I would tell this story in a song about me
But I just said "f*ck it, time to get the truth out"
I'm the newest out that could be in the news now
I ask "who's loud?" But even I scream loud
So I don't know what to do now
I got over done, I never told anybody but it's over, done!
I guess I got lucky, or maybe I didn't
Was it Jesus or God or are they just my imagination
I just depicted this all to you, I depicted the very truth
With this album, I decide what I do
I'm the scariest fool I know, and I don't know any other rapper
Who's ready to tell you how it is like I do
I got mad and fed up, I told my Resource Room teacher
In ninth grade of high school what I was at that point
I told her I got clean, and she looked at me like what was the real point?
I told her and she looked at me like a demon for the rest of the year
I told her the most of my story and she got scared but I got full of joy
'Cause I was holding it for more than a year and I was getting sick of
Nobody lending an ear so I put my hand on her shoulder
And I just told her, don't fear!