Erase Me

It Has to Start Somewhere
If my tongue is the blade
Then your hand is the gun
One of us ain't going home tonight

If my tongue is the blade
Then your hand is the gun
One of us ain't going home tonight

This is what fear tastes like
Go ahead and make me numb

No way around it, no one inside
I was never listening 'cause you were never right
Never right

You've got me wrong
How did we end up like this?
I've lost myself
Please, God, give me a chance
You've got me wrong
This is all so damn useless
I'm done with you
I'm done - this is so damn useless

I don't believe at all
That I'm the monster you make me

Don't understand it
Don't need your grace
You were never listening
To the words I said

You've got me wrong
How did we end up like this?
I've lost myself
Please, God, give me a chance
You've got me wrong
This is all so damn useless
I'm done with you
I'm done - this is so damn useless

If my tongue is the blade
Then your hand is the gun
One of us ain't going home tonight

You've got me wrong
How did we end up like this?
I've lost myself
Please, God, give me a chance
You've got me wrong
This is all so damn useless
I'm done with you
I'm done - this is so damn useless

I Gave Up
I let it happen again
I failed myself, I failed my friends
Check my pulse, I'm alive
Did it cross your mind?

I gave up
I gave up

Take the keys to my car
Just drive me far, far away
From this hospital bed
Where my soul is sick
I'm scared of it

I gave up
Somebody help me
I gave up
I gave up
I gave up!

Every day is a lie
Every mile or mountain, mountain
Every day is a lie
Every mile or mountain, mountain...

I give up

I gave up
Somebody help me
I gave up
I gave up
I gave up!

Every day is a lie
Every mile or mountain

I gave up
Somebody help me!
I gave up!

Wake Me
Everyday is numb
Oh, I hold my tongue
Nothing's gonna bring me hope, no
I'm hanging on
Tunnel with the lights turned off
Oh, I know you're near
Drawing me like a moth, no

I'm closer to your flame
It's harder to explain
It's easier to sleep
Than to face it awake

Open up my eyes and show me salvation
Wake this body up 'cause I'm tired of sleepin'
Oh, and there's no heartbeat, something's wrong with me
Help, please, I can barely breathe
Wake me, give me a reason, reason

Inside these walls
Oh, I'm safe and sound
You will never see me fall, no
Or hit the ground
Maybe this is just a cry for help
Maybe I should just forget myself
Is this the reason that I go through hell?
Is this the reason that I dream it all away

Withdrawal and medicate
It's easier to sleep
Than to face it awake

Open up my eyes and show me salvation
Wake this body up 'cause I'm tired of sleepin'
Oh, and there's no heartbeat, something's wrong with me
Help, please, I can barely breathe
Wake me, give me a reason, reason

I know when the lights go out
No one will find me
Behind the darkest cloud
I run for safety

I know if I let you in
I might be free again
I wish that I could be like you

Open up my eyes and show me salvation
Wake this body up 'cause I'm tired of sleepin'
Oh, and there's no heartbeat, something's wrong with me
Help, please, I can barely breathe
Wake me, give me a reason, reason

Wake me, give me a reason, reason
Wake me, give me a reason

Bloodlust
I'm running around in here
Spinning in circles inside my head
But I retrace the steps to retrace steps
I just retrace the steps to retrace steps
I've learned to embrace the fear
And nothing I believe will take me
Past the edge I'm past the edge
Past the edge I'm past the edge

And you've left me with no choice
My hands are tied and I won't listen

Bloodlust is real
I never thought I'd be right here
But the bloodlust is real
You can't make me feel alive
I will be your animal
You can be my cannibal

Everything is closing in
Surrounded by the darkness
And I dive right in and I dive right in
I cannot swim but I dive right in
Vision is blurred and I start to spin
The walls come crashing down
And I'm alone again, I'm alone again
Alone again, I'm alone again

And you left me no choice
The urge is real and you can't help me

Bloodlust is real
I never thought I'd be right here
But the bloodlust is real
You can't make me feel alive
I will be your animal
You can be my cannibal

I wrote a letter that you'll never read
I shed a tear that you'll never see
I'm buried with these words that I never speak
I am the darkness that you'll never see

Bloodlust is real
Bloodlust is real

Bloodlust is real
I never thought I'd be right here
But the bloodlust is real
You can't make me feel alive
I will be your animal
You can be my cannibal