Dark Rose

(Chorus)
Why would anyone
Call me someone you won't be with
I know it's the truth
So don't tell me you ain't leaving
It is such lie
I don't know what to believe in
But with you
I can't tell if I'm still dreaming
Sometimes I would search
Sometimes I would try to reach in
But it fucking hurts
I don't wanna find the meaning
I'll jump off a bridge
Just to end this fucking feeling
Bullet through my brain
Blood splatter on the ceiling

(Bridge)
Guts on the floor
Yet you know you are the reason
Bottled up emotions
You know I'll never release them
Crying on my bed
I'm alone with every weekend
I'll pick up a pen
Cause I'm too afraid of speaking
I will say something
And you'll take another meaning
But I took your heart
And you took me while I'm sleeping
You knew from the start
Why did you ever believe them
We were so in love
Now I'm trying to find a reason



(Verse)
You know I don't wanna be the missing page
The chapter in your life that you just threw away
The song your phone that you'd never play
The time of your life that you say is a “phase”
You say that we'll get together another day
But you do not understand that this will all fade
20 years from now you won't remember my name
I will still remember all the things you would say
Dripping in agony ever since I came
Feels like my fucking life is spinning away
Inside my classroom for 8 hours a day
It feels just like I'm staring at paint
All my life I've been tryna explain
No one understands these pictures I paint
You think these words are just something I play
These words are keeping me from going insane
Wanted to put a real gun to my brain
Pull the trigger and I'm drifting away
Please don't stare at me right through my face
Cause you wanted me dead, there is no shame
Last year Christmas i thought it was a phase
This year August I've been tryna explain
My mom thinks she's the only one insane
But she don't know that we all go through our pains



(Chorus)
Why would anyone
Call me someone you won't be with
I know it's the truth
So don't tell me you ain't leaving
It is such lie
I don't know what to believe in
But with you
I can't tell if I'm still dreaming
Sometimes I would search
Sometimes I would try to reach in
But it fucking hurts
I don't wanna find the meaning
I'll jump off a bridge
Just to end this fucking feeling
Bullet through my brain
Blood splatter on the ceiling



(Verse 2)
We were two hearts that would just beat as one
The only thing I hear is the beat of the drum
You know that I fucking miss the taste of your tongue
Now all I really see is the bullet in my gun

Please just understand I don't expect to live long
Sometimes there's a time you really have to give up
All this fucking hurt, I think I've had my enough
I've been fucking hurt, and I've given too much
Please just understand you are the woman I love
Like I understand, and I know that we're done
You have really given me the greatest 6 months
I apologise I couldn't give you enough



(Chorus)
Why would anyone
Call me someone you won't be with
I know it's the truth
So don't tell me you ain't leaving
It is such lie
I don't know what to believe in
But with you
I can't tell if I'm still dreaming
Sometimes I would search
Sometimes I would try to reach in
But it fucking hurts
I don't wanna find the meaning
I'll jump off a bridge
Just to end this fucking feeling
Bullet through my brain
Blood splatter on the ceiling



(Bridge)
Guts on the floor
Yet you know you are the reason
Bottled up emotions
You know I'll never release them
Crying on my bed
I'm alone with every weekend
I'll pick up a pen
Cause I'm too afraid of speaking
I will say something
And you'll take another meaning
But I took your heart
And you took me while I'm sleeping
You knew from the start
Why did you ever believe them
We were so in love
Now I'm trying to find a reason



(Outro)
Reason to kill
Reason to live
Reason to die
Reason to try
Reason for life
Reason for pain
Reason to play
Living each day
As if it's the same
Because of this pain