On My Way Home

[I'm on my way home]
You first saying you loved me Thursday through Sunday
Monday your words changed to fuck me
[I'm on my way home]
My [?] is Earl Grey and honey
Sip slow reading poetry from [?]
Grandma said there'd be times like this
But mine just staying still like the time don't tick
[I'm on my way home]
Ever had an addiction you just can't kick
Like a mountain won't move for shit
[?] and I'm losing it
Dealt in my self turned all truth to myths
[I'm on my way home]
Counting on help, but niggas only out for self
For they own well being, I suppose
But I ain't well, not even close
My peoples around, but still feel alone
[I'm on my way home]
Trying to find my way home, on the road and
All the lights saying go
So I go, word
[I'm on my way home]
[I'm on my way home]
Ah, My bag's been packed
I'm always traveling back
[I'm on my way home]
Sad thing's that you don't want me here
And I'm just grasping that
We ain't thought to fear
That's just a natural act
The actual fact is
[I'm on my way home]
I'm scared cause what happens
When you ain't there, imagine
I can't fathom not having
Get mad when I have and fuck with you
[I'm on my way home]
I'm an addict, it's nothing new
A savage it runs right through, my veins
Could have sworn, would've never happen to me
Guess the apple doesn't fall far from the tree
[I'm on my way home]
I got these scars for eternity
Trying not to let it murder me
[I'm on my way home]
[I'm on my way home]
I'm on my way home]
[I'm on my way home]
[I left three days ago, but no one seems to know I'm gone
Home is where the hatred is, Home is filled with pain
And it might not be such a bad idea, if I never
Never went home again]