Happy

You've seen my attempts to leave
And poor excuses for a Personality, and a personality
Crisis I swear I'm not always like this
Sometimes I just get selfish and win
And it's hard to pretend that I'm here
I heard you're leaving next week
Bet you'll be back home by the spring
I've heard a million different things
Hey whats really going on
Hey whats really going on

Cause I've been hoping like hell
We can find our way out of this mess

You've seen my attempts to speak
I'm busting warnings like these

And we both know that they keep happening far too often lately
I'm rarely on time cause I have nowhere else to be
It's like I'm stuck to this seat
Seven days of the week

I've never felt this strong
I've never felt this broken

I thought I would find
Find what I was hoping to
And if you're choking I can stay

Cause I've been hoping like hell
We can find our way out of this mess
Yeah I'm hoping like hell we can find our way out

I've been a manic depressive
These days I'm always obsessing about
How would I look in a mirror

I haven't slept in a week
Too much thinking to get done
I haven't seen you all week
Well I've been stoned and you've been working

It's hard for me
To watch you be
So unhappy
When you're around me

It's hard for me
To watch you be
So unhappy
When you're around me

I'm hoping like hell we can find our way out of this mess
Yeah I'm hoping like hell we can find a way out
Of this mess
This mess

It's hard for me
To watch you be
So unhappy
When you're around me

It's hard for me
To watch you be
So unhappy
When you're around me

It's hard for me
To watch you be
So unhappy
When you're around me

It's hard for me
To watch you be
So unhappy
When you're around me

It's hard for me
To watch us be unhappy