The Big Sleep

Same song, same scene
alone in my tiny room, nothing
it's 5 a.m now
i'm sleeples and dry
will i get up in the morning?
with a big headache and and empty feeling inside of me?
can you take a piece of my heart, but just a piece?
I'm here again, i'm the killer again
and there's nothing left
but the same song
over and over the frozen years
the drug is working fine
and suits me like a new dress
i'm ready to go
i'm ready to drown my mental noise
and fade away
Can you say the word forever
is such a big word
I can't babe
i have no tomorrors
and sometimes i care, sometimes i don't
i'm lonely because i want to

Cause i rather songs than relationships
cause i've seen it happen
i don't ever want to see it again
silver eye, behind the window
i'm not afraid of mondays anymore
she says, i'm a dinosaur girl
she says, i've slept with every men who called me "honey"
i think this is too much
a decade, or two
but i'm too dumb to think
i'm a bunch of pictures on the wall
oh how i wish i was in love with yoo
so i can rite you wonderful songs, just like Leonard Cohen does
and say my name
hi
it's 3 A.M
and i guess you're just sad
so i pretend i care and tell you things you want to hear
So honey, what's wrong?
I tell you again and again
i touch your face with my fingers
i'm sorry, i know this sound awful
and it dosen't mean that i don't like you, at all
but you know
you're not the only one sharing my bed with me
i keep watching the Hudson river while we fuck
I'm learling all the streets, i'm so exited
he was just leaving
he wasn't mean
I want this song to be over right now.