Closure

[Verse 1]
Apologize for a fifth time, dead-stop
Acting like you never wanna see my face again
At least we ended with a goodbye, last time
You said, “Why even bother, I don't wanna be friends”
I picked up the habit waiting for you
Couldn't find a way to leave it all behind
I never saw it all the way through
Until the story left me feeling half-alive
[Pre
Chorus 1]
I walk myself in a circle
Waiting for the fall
That's why that I won't let this go
Until you know that lately
[Chorus]
Everywhere I go
Can't get myself to show
On a racetrack to call you anymore
I started running but the closure ain't enough
And now it's left untold
Where we're left to go
I won't reign down to find you anymore
I step back, but the closure ain't enough


[Verse 2]
And now you're sitting with a grin like you won it
With your lips ear to ear and these words like a bullet
You could take me out with all this doubt
So you go, “Get over it. Get over it.”
I was never one to dwell
But I was always one to say “Farewell”
So I guess time's got away
But I'm still not over it, not over it
[Pre
Chorus 2]
I find myself in a rut now
Looking through these pictures of you
That's why that I am not that strong
This verse will be the death of me
[Chorus]
Everywhere I go
Can't get myself to show
On a racetrack to call you anymore
I started running but the closure ain't enough
And now it's left untold
Where we're left to go
I won't reign down to find you anymore
I step back, but the closure ain't enough


[Bridge]
I'm throwing out this page
There's nothing left to save me
I'm left with thoughtless rage
It's one last thing you gave me
It's not what I've done
It's how I pitched my virtues
And for what it's worth
I'm sorry for everything