TEST ME

[Chorus]
(Suni Vega)
One man, one car
Two poles in the lot
Three spots bled my mind
Four lies, I was blind
One man, one sign
Two lives that I got
Three lines I crossed
No more, my God

[Verse 1]
I'm tired, I've cried
I've tried to forgive myself and the ones that left me
Man, I could tell he was trying to test me
I pray my health stays away from deadly
I pray that hell, I never see, don't let me
If he meant me well, then why the hell would he press me?
What'd I never tell, I do my best at forgetting
I used to think I ain't deserve to be saved
I had done some things I never wanted to say
I would try to drink sometimes and numb the pain
And it would never work, so I'm just stuck in my ways
Now, I find pleasure in hurt, God, I'm a man of my word
Know I'ma sinner since birth
But, I don't sin in the church
I love my sister, it hurts to know she seen me at worst
To see me down that bad, at least it wasn't a hearse

[Verse 2]
And as my momma said, I been had truth in my heart
My wretched soul, I bled with all the bruises and scars
So if you want me dead, then aim for the heart, prove I'm here to stay 'cause you aren't all that hard
A miracle if I've ever seen
My spirit bound to be heavenly
I almost couldn't do anything
I almost went and lost everything
How I avoid to keep death from me?
How I'm gon' crash and hit 70?
Back in July, how unsure was me?
I got the sign most don't get to see

[Chorus]
One man, one car
Two poles in the lot
Three spots bled my mind
Four lies, I was blind
One man, one sign
Two lives that I got
Three lines I crossed
No more, my God