...When You Can't Love Yourself

[Verse 1:]
Oh yes I see her like a goddess
Just wanna be honest
This ain't no good
For me cause see my insecurities aren't understood
We seem to go together but from two different worlds
So some other girl ain't gon' do anymore... no
I'm losing my sleep
I'm always in the feeling of defeat
So I can't deal with you If I can't deal with me
Yet we seemed to cross a line that we can't return from
So when she thinks of me she drinks and smokes til' she turns numb
How many times do my mind gotta rewind
God I be trying
But inside I feel I be dying everyday
Hundreds of miles away
So I run off to a place where I can find the grey
And where I can stay
Maybe one day I'll be great but until then
I deal with all of these worries in my head
Like you said we're no good for each other in the end
I don't love her I just love the thought of someone loving me
Pretend we never met each other would we still be the same
I don't know
And I guess I'll never know
So suppose I die tomorrow what will I say that I've shown
What the hell is going on shit
Look what I'm dealt
'Cause it's hard to love a women first when you can't love yourself
And now it's real

[Outro:]
(*Scratches*)
Shit, shit, shit
Shit look what I'm dealt
(*Scratches*)
'Cause, 'cause'
Cause' it's hard to love a women first when you can't love yourself
(*Scratches*)
Shit, shit, shit
Shit look what I'm dealt
(*Scratches*)
'Cause, 'cause'
'Cause' it's hard to love a women first when you can't love yourself...