Eighteen Years Late

I wish that this light would stay red
So I could stay here
I wish I could stay out this long
Analyzing the things in my head
To make it clearer
Thinking of a night gone wrong

I go to bed every night feeling empty
And I don't know what to do to fix my state
I haven't felt like writing anything in a long itme
I'm feeling like I don't believe in fate

I'm trying so damn hard
To cleanse myself of aything I can
I cannot bare to see you fall
I cannot bare to see at all

I gotta get myself far away from here
So I can figure out what's going on
Everyday is the same boring day that came before
I don't know if I'll miss it when its gone

I'm trying so damn hard
To cleanse myself of anything I can
I cannot bare to see you fall
I cannot bare to see at all

I wish that this light would stay red
So we could be here
So I don't have to take you home
Searching for a friendship that won't end in failure
I'm finding that I'm driving back alone

I'm trying so damn hard
To cleanse myself of anything I can
I cannot bare to see you fall
I cannot bare to see at all