Trying so hard

I just rly hate to do things i dont wanna do
Every move i make brings me back to u
I cnt tell apart the lies and the truth
Use and fool me its nothing new
I know what its like, how it feels to b the victim
Dont stop its alright dont ever give up for no reason
I was trying so hard to not fall apart
Run away from ur love run away from my heart
I was trying my best now i got nothing left
And im not coming back ill walk til i collapse
Pls dont ask me why
I still think ab u all the time
I can't do it riight
But i promise you ill try
Idk whyy
I still think ab u all the time
I can't do it riight
But i promise you ill try
Ill b fine..