Changing Seasons

I watched you sleeping and I could not believe it
You and I beneath, shadows on ceiling
You seem so different so much younger than before
I'm still the impostor with my suitcase on the floor

Sometimes I feel it coming back
I feel that darkness at my back
That's why I'm always rearranging
And looking forward to the seasons changing

Outside the windows and canyons of buildings
Summer storm came down, washed away the silence
Even when the room filled up again with sunbeams
Still saw the curtains, and love that seems

Sometimes I feel it coming back
I feel that darkness at my back
That's why I'm always rearranging
And looking forward to the seasons changing

And I'm still looking forward
Oh I'm still looking forward

I put on the brave face
Left some words on paper and lace
Hoping that I would someday come to be
The man you always saw in me

Sometimes I feel it coming back
I feel that darkness at my back
That's why I'm always rearranging
And looking forward to the seasons changing
To the seasons changing
To the seasons changing
To the seasons changing
To the seasons changing

And I'm still looking forward
Yeah I'm still looking forward