Wide Awake (All This Time)

[Verse 1]
Yeah, I was just a quick fix
And you were falling over yourself
We were 17 with nothing in-between and I was so far gone
I couldn't have forced a smile if the world offered me something to hold on to
But you were there, in the darkness
Yeah, you were there in my darkness

[Pre-Chorus]
I found my faith, losing myself in you
I found my faith, losing myself in you

[Chorus]
I'm wide awake
I'm 21, I'm counting stars up on the ceiling
Try not to fall for you
I feel alive when I'm dying inside
I got no reason to live, I've got no reason to hide this time

[Verse 2]
Just being honest I was always on these
Uppers, gin and tonic, hydrocodone all this
It's a mine field to express and I'm afraid that my truth would only leave you depressed, but I
Found these lines I could compress
All these angry feelings left me feeling myself and I'm
Calling for a spotlight in the night, hide in the dark from my friends in the light

[Pre-Chorus]
I'm wide awake, losing myself in

[Chorus]
I'm wide awake
I'm 31, I'm counting stars up on the ceiling
Try not to fall for you
I feel alive when I'm dying inside
I got no reason to live, I've got no reason to hide this time

[Post-Chorus]
I'm out my mind
I'm 65, I'm counting starts up on the ceiling
I try not to fall again
I feel alive when I'm dying inside
I've got nothing left to give, I have no reason to hide this time

[Chorus]
I'm wide awake
No matter what the time is
I feel alive when I'm falling inside you
I come to no matter what the time is
It's these hours when I need you to call to me

[Bridge]
And all this time won't be ours to fair
Oh, all this time woah

[Chorus]
I'm wide awake
I feel alive this time
We'll take it all, won't be ours to fare
All this time I know we're going somewhere
All this time I want you so much more than