Out of My Skin

I'm thinking of the way I was living at the island
Waking up early and taking my time
Sleeping in a bright light
And dreaming of [?]
I'm reaching for the hands I know I'll never hold again

Slipping in and out, out of my skin
Dipping in the bright
I sip a cup of coffee and then I take my time

Never should have left you
I never should have tried
I never should have left you, behind

And all of that time I spent
Wishing I was something whole
Out of my mind, out of my skin
I could never let you go

Never should have left you
I never should have tried
Slipping in and out of my skin
I waste my time

The way I was
Dreaming of an island
Staying [?]
You cross my mind

It crossed my mind
I broke my heart
Slipping in and out of my life
Tripping in the dark

I never should have left you
I never should have tried
I never should have left you, behind