Vanitas

Sorrow, delight, anger, and pleasure
Which one is this helpless emotion?
I've already realized it never disappeared
It's so deep
I'm falling down

My landscape is grey color
Tasteless
Odorless
It's hard to catch your voice
Is this suicidal ideation?

Wherever I am, this grey emotion follows me
I've already realized it never disappeared
I can't cry for help
Cause it will be a waste of time
It differs from other emotions

I can't cry for help
Cause it will be a waste of time

Maybe, I think this is humanity
I'll live while bearing and embracing this emotion

Never ending pain
This is not solution
Resignation
Salvation
Never never ending pain
I don't cry for help
Gloom is my best friend

Tick tack, tick tack
Time passes
Will it heal everything?
I've already realized it never disappeared

My happiness is drowned out
It is suddenly attacked by a sense of emptiness

Never ending pain
This is not solution
Resignation
Salvation
Never ending pain
I don't cry for help
Gloom is my best friend

Maybe, I think this is humanity
I don't cry for help anymore
I'll live while bearing and embracing this helpless emotion