YESTERDAY

[Verse]
I woke up, head feeling out of it
Got up and fell on my face
Had to sleep on the guest bed again
Shit, December wasn't that great (Yeah)

Ayo it's 10 AM and I'm late for work
We experience an outage and I lost my shirt
I start to fucking feel dysphoric, And my texts blow up
You know what you mother fuckers I think I've had enough

I wake up too hot and I sleep too cold
Maybe it's a side effect of me getting old
And that ain't even the half of it, man just my luck
And that's only in DECEMBER, Like What. The. Fuck

[Chorus]
And I say hey, I'm a fucking mess today
But I'mma still gonna try my best today
Yeah I don't need no mothafuckin' rest today
I just wanna stop thinkin bout yesterday

Yeah yeah, some people might think less of me
But I'm partially ever gonna let that get to me
I'm just gonna buy another fuckin' dress for me
Hoping tomorrow I can have a better yesterday

[Verse 2
Somebody said that my singing sucks
That made me feel like the trash (yeah)
But in the end it won't bug me much
I'll just improve on my craft, yeah

And if they don't like my voice well then that's okay
It's just an opinion at the end of the day
But remember that line where I said it won't bother me
Well I'm also self conscious as fuck, prone to mockery

Hoping some day I could fucking win the lottery
So I can get my fucking poor ass out of poverty
I fucking hate winter for the stress that it causes me
I always feel like I'm getting spun up like pottery

[Chorus]
And I say hey
I'm a fucking mess today
But I'mma still gonna try my best today
Yeah I don't need no mothafuckin' rest today
I just wanna stop thinkin bout yesterday

Yeah yeah, some people might think less of me
But I'm partially ever gonna let that get to me
I'm just gonna buy another fuckin' dress for me
Hoping tomorrow I can have a better yesterday

[Verse 3]
In the end I just don't know what to say
I've made so many fucking enemies I don't wanna hate
I swear to god to grudging's exhausting, it ain't great
Maybe it's just safe to say that I'm goddamn cray, cray

Cuz everyday man I just feel like shit
Have a fucking panic attack cuz I even exist
I fuckin look inside the mirror and my brain has a fit
Can't wait to get that HRT so I can get me some tits

Fuck, maybe I'm too god damn blunt
Like I'm just some mother fucker who got lost in the bunch
I can't help that articulating's goddamn hard
My brain's always feeling shuffled like a packet of cards

Damn, all these thoughts up inside my head
Like releasing this album almost fills me with dread
Because like what if someone hates it and they want me dead
God It's so fuckin late I probably should go to bed
(Fuck)

[Chorus]
And I say hey
I'm a fucking mess today
But I'mma still gonna try my best today
Yeah I don't need no mothafuckin' rest today
I just wanna stop thinkin bout yesterday

Yeah yeah, some people might think less of me
But I'm partially ever gonna let that get to me
I'm just gonna buy another fuckin' dress for me
Hoping tomorrow I can have a better yesterday

And I say hey (heeeeeeyyyy)
I'm a fucking mess today
But I'mma still gonna try my best today
Yeah I don't need no mothafuckin' rest today
I just wanna stop thinkin bout yesterday

Yeah yeah, some people might think less of me
But I'm partially ever gonna let that get to me (hey-ey-ey)
I'm just gonna buy another fuckin' dress for me (hey-ey-ey)
Hoping tomorrow I can have a better yesterday (hey-ey-ey)

[Outro]
Shout out Scooter, love you (Yesterdaaay)
Sorry I was just uh
Just looking at the scar on my finger (Yesterdaaay)
Got me in my feelings again *giggle*
But I just felt like putting it in the song, whatever
*giggle* Eh (Yesterdaaay, yesterdaay, yesterdaay)

Love you
Miss you, heh (Yesterdaaay, yesterdaay)
God (Yesterdaaay, yesterdaay)

*Sniffle* Fuck