Harakiri

[Verse]

Remember this
It's unforgettable
Killin these rappers that are forgettable
I'm Optimus, you're Sentinel
You're Under Pressure, I'm Incredible
I'm chewin these edibles
That's what they wanna see
But that ain't honesty, but yolo
I slide up on your story say
“That ain't healthy.”
But you tryna be famous as Joe Shmoe
And maybe you're right
I've always wanted to have clout
And a million likes
I wanna get high
I wanna get tats on my face
And a private jеt so I can fly
Man that is the life
So I embark on this journey
Changing from nerdy shirts to a Warriors jersey
Forget running track
I'm playin basketball
Thinkin I'll be like number 30
Now I listen to Carti
So I get recognized
And go to a party
Don't really wanna go
But I'll be sorry if I don't
So we gettin started
Met a chick
She was like Barbie
“What do you do?
What are you like?”
She said
“Well I'm a runner
I can act and sing
Skillful without practicing
Don't like school
Don't pay attention
Without factoring my future
I aspire to work at Hooters.”
I'm like
“Damn girl
That's amazing
But the other day
You were goin crazy
What's that about?
Why did you
Go cry and pout?”
She like
“I lost my eyelash
My phone died
And I couldn't bump Billie Eilish
Couldn't check my Gram
Say hi to my man
Who I just met
He made me upset
He didn't reply in 24 hours
What a goddamn coward
But we just work like Todd Howard.”
I'm losin my interest
So I walk away and find my boys in an instant
In this instance
They were illiterate
Not good at linguistics
They inconsistent
I'm like
“Oh crap! Gotta check the Snap.”
Only 300 views
100 slid up
I'm like “What the what?”
I usually get around 100 more
The hell is it loading so slow for?
Gotta refresh
Don't say I'm addicted
I just wanna check
What the people said
And this what I read:
To be honest?
Thoughts on Liz?
Which girl is the hottest?
What's the youngest you'd date?
Who is that kid that you hate?
This don't even matter
But it gets to me
Like it's a tracker
Gotta go work on my lines
Don't forget I'm a rapper
And I am a cracker
I ride in the whip
I swim in your girl
I go for a dip
Don't go to school
I skip
I go to the strip
I get these girls
Cause I pistol grip
She come to my place
Then she unzip
Then I unwind
And I'm eating these chips
Signing a deal
I'm makin a mill
I never pay bills
And that's on real
So I'm getting some views
I'm getting some traction
When I'm at school
I get mad attraction
Then I'm signing a contract
Thinkin I'm all that
Just sold my soul
And lost all my money
Damn that was cold
Used to think this was funny
And I got nowhere to go
Cause I pushed everyone out
But I didn't know
It would come to this
So I walk away
No, I run to this conclusion
I should join a gang
Won't feel no pain
When surrounded by names
That I like
The more I think about it
The more I just might
So let's go
I run with the whole squad
We shoot at a gang
I'm like
“Oh God!”
My boy just got shot
Was it worth it?
I'm guessin not
So I flee from the scene
Off the hook like Kareem
Ya know what I mean?
So I'm back home
Then I'm checkin my phone
And I'm gettin these death threats
From people I have not met
They wanna meet up
And I'm like “Bet!”
Cause he killed my friend
It's time for revenge
I go to the place
I am not okay
Not a good day
Which is why I brought an AK
I see him
He showed up
Him and his boys
They rolled up
I'm like hold up
Didn't know there was more
There was like, 3 or 4
So we started moving
We started shooting
Knocked one dead, that's two
Got the last one but you
I hit him in the head
But then outta nowhere
The cops sprayed the lead
I couldn't outgun em
I couldn't outrun em
This is it boys
I just cannot duck em
I get shot
And I'm on the floor
Wondering what the hell I went bad for
Was it for clout?
Was it for attention?
Or maybe cause it's cool getting suspended
Or because I was addicted
To the fame and attention?
But it's too late now
I'm dead on the ground
No chance on the next time around
Wish I could live forever
The temptation to do it again?
Never
Wasted time like November
And the crazy thing is, no one will even remember
Damn