What Am I

[KAITO, DEX, Ruby]
What am I
But just a cheap solution
To a problem way too big?
I will not be a last minute substitution
"I'd rather die"
Oh, heaven forbid!

8AM on a Monday
She says "no" thirteen different times
No, no, no, no
4PM on a Friday
I'm pretty sure that stalking is a crime

"Oh, she smells like honey"
I know, 'cause I wear the exact same brand
"Can you lend me money?"
I guess you'll go buy her something grand

And as the day grows closer
I held you tightly to my chest
At attention, solider!
Maybe not so close is
For the best

What am I to you? ("We're together 'til the end")
Who am I to you? ("A childhood best friend")
And if I told you, I think it all would end
So I'm gonna bite on my words
Swallow down my pride

I hope that you get the girl
In the end!

Two weeks since that Tuesday
Guess you wore her down
'Cause she said "yes"
[?]
Valentines on a Thursday
Tightly fitted, dressed to impress

"Do I look good, honey?"
Asking silly questions 'til the end
"Yes," I whisper, sweetie
I guess that's one dance I won't attend

But she bails on you
And you're not sober
I hold you tightly, once again
Your lips graze mine
You whisper, "Touch me lower"
My tears fall down, and
That is when

What am I to you? (A simple plan B?)
Who am I to you? (Just late-night candy?)
And if you damn well knew then I think you should just go
'Cause I can't believe you would think
That was okay

And I really wanna fly
Into the sun

"What am I to you?"
"Who am I to you?"
"What am I to you?"
"Who am I to you?"

"What am I to you?"
The words just leave your lips
"Can I just love you?"
A simple, gentle kiss
"And, yes, I damn well knew"
As you hold me to your chest
"But I wasn't gonna end us on a guess"

What am I to you? (A childhood best friend)
Who am I to you? (A lover and a friend)
And if I told you I'll love you 'til the end
Then it's worth waiting for all the years
That we spent

To finally call you my
My boyfriend!