Not Enough

[Intro]
I have chased this flame
And been burned a thousand times
(Left with smoke in my lungs)
And I can't change my ways
No matter how I try
I'm not enough

[Verse 1]
Between my heart and my head
There lies a great divide
In which my future's dead
But now my past won't die

[Pre-Chorus]
My higher power said, "Love is where you left it"
Back in the home where I should've left my wrists slit
I'm always left behind, bipolar state of mind
I bloom into the high 'til all these memories collide
Dead to rights I've got the ache in spades
I showed you all of my colors in every single f*cking shade, yeah

[Chorus]
And I have chased this flame
And been burned a thousand times
(Left with smoke in my lungs)
And I can't change my ways
No matter how I try
No I'm not enough

[Verse 2]
I was a sensational fiend
Living a breakable dream
I was talking to God and testing my faith
I stoke the flame to try and find some grace

[Pre-Chorus]
My higher power said, "Love is where you left it"
Back in the home where I should've left my wrists slit
I'm always left behind, bipolar state of mind
I bloom into the high 'til all these memories collide

[Chorus]
And I have chased this flame
And been burned a thousand times
(Left with smoke in my lungs)
And I can't change my ways
No matter how I try
No, I'm not enough

[Verse 3]
So forget me when I'm gone
'Cause all that ever mattered were these f*cking songs
I dance the thin line between chaos and kindness
What sc*m I was, hateful and mindless

[Bridge]
I have chased this flame
And been burned a thousand times
(Left with smoke in my lungs)
And I can't change my ways
No matter how I tried
(No matter how I tried)
And if there's anything that I have learned
(I'm not enough)
I am the one who loves to be burned
(I'm not enough)
I fetishize, self-sabotage
(Not enough)
Shut your eyes, wait for applause

[Chorus]
And I have chased this flame
And been burned a thousand times
(Left with smoke in my lungs)
And I can't change my ways
No matter how I try
No I'm not enough
(I'm not enough)
(I'm not enough)
(I'm not enough)
(I'm not enough)