Struggles

Now Let's get on some shit, no fucking fake deal shit, no more “we smokin up all this green” shit, no more “we drinking up all this lean” shit, cause we could care less about yo fucking fake drugs and shit, we wanna hear real stories not about all your fuckin parties, we don't care about the club we don't care about them guns, we don't care about your gangs or how you the fuck you get turnt up, we wanna hear that real,straight from the fucking ville shit, some shit that has meaning, not about the guns you been cleaning, so let's get on a story and not get fucking boring with fake rap and talking about that trap, i was born 4/20/03 grew up in chicago man it was crazy, but i loved it there- hate it here, we got so many racists here ,saying this shit tryna bake me here, i've moved 2 times, lost so many friends and i guess my whole life i've tried to fucking fit in, like we all wanna do, we all wanted be popular i bet you did too,but we all got some struggles , bet you can name some too, but back to chicago , when my grades would fucking follow, when i had it going good with barely any struggle, then life goes on and they still stayin up, all the way to pre k to fuckin elementary,in the 1st grade i moved fuckin outta chicago , moved to St. John man i knew no one, i was super scared man i lost my friends, but eventually i would meet more then, so i went there for 2 year then moved again, losing my friends and moving ahead, moved to this new town for the schools or somethin, my ma wasn't hating St.john or nothing, she just wanted better schools, for the best for us too, so this new fucking town it seemed okay, met this one kid and we still friends today, his name was andrew, he was the first kid i knew, man we were really close he even met my family too, so many good times, i felt so alive, showed me around the town, where we would hang uptown, then we got more friends, and we got a huge group, all new friends who i trusted too, man i had so many crushes on girls that i couldn't get, thinking that i was the shit, but really i knew i wasn't it,  then 5th grade got my motherfucking glasses, shit i hated them and i wanted to skip classes, i was kinda popular , barely got in fuckin trouble, i was good with the teachers and my grades wouldn't fucking grubble, but i was also fucking weird, acted like a fucking queer, i only talked to friends didn't get no girl friends, then started doing stupid shit, under influences , from fucking bad friends, who i wish never met, you know them troublemakers, them fucking fail graders, can't get they shit right if they up all night, see my grades were good, then struggles came in, grades getting worse my ma was ashamed of them, then came middle school, 6th grade came, grades getting worse still with the struggles ,mind off topic, i need to fucking stop it, get back on it, then next year, 7th grade still getting bad, getting more mad, still an asshole, still get no girls, but i'm saying some real shit, sayin some true shit , the struggles of growing up with a mind that's fool shit, grades getting worse , mom getting mad saying “your grades are bad, what the fuck is happening in that head” i said i don't know thinking i was stupid, but really i wasn't trying and to myself i was lying sayin that i was trying my best but really to be honest i wasn't trying at all, now looking at my grades were coming to fail, they all comin down shit coming down now ,it's all coming back now, and my mind fucking scrambling now,and now i'm fumbling and stumbling and now my grades are crumbling, fast forward 2016 now it's 8th grade , grades doin better now we up next like the weather, got my first girl friend in fact fucking 2, but now i'm being called a fuckboy, yeah fuck you too, this white ass town shit be goin down, lotta racist shit being thrown fuckin around, man i really fucking hate it, i fucking hate this too, i wanna put my fingers up and say fuck all you, but for real fuck this town, fuck all you i'll take the crown, i'll put you down to the ground, through the earth and down and down, back to hell, where most people go, but that shows proof that nothing easy tho, life is your professor and that bitch is go'n test you, but go and enjoy your life cuz in the end its go'n rest ya …. Uh,,,  yeah that bitch go'n rest you