Oliver Queen*

[Intro: LEEJOE-da-Rapper]
I don't know man
Sometimes I feel like
I might just I don't know
Go insane, you know
Here, let me explain

[Verse 1: LEEJOE-da-Rapper]
I've been in so much pain lately
I mean come on man, this sh*t is almost daily
I don't even know if I can walk home safely
Maybe I'm just f*cking crazy, but this is no place
For me to raise a baby
I need to hop town and make an exit with my lady
But the place I was in was just too shady
I'm gonna scout for a place to live off of Route 80
I need to stop living like a slob
And apply for a job
I'm out of new places to rob and
I'm taking people and I'm making their necks throb
Do you even know how much cash I owe the mob?
But I finally have enough money stached
Really hoping that the plane won't crash
But you know how life can just end in a flash
Now come on!

[Hook: LEEJOE-da-Rapper]
Sometimes I feel like Oliver f*cking Queen
Sometimes I feel unpopular and unseen
Sometimes I spit sick sh*t that gets obscene
Sometimes I'm richer than my wildest dreams
Sometimes I'm dirty and I just can't get clean
Now

[Verse: 2 LEEJOE-da-Rapper]
I spent my whole childhood irresponsible
All these kids making so much damn noise
They be just like they mom:
Being loud with their toys
But f*ck it, it's just two little boys
And then I hear a scary ass voice tell me
"Parenthood isn't optional"
I know we could've even been phenomenal
I know I could've even been unstopable
But this new life was just adoptable
The amount of effort spent is remarkable
I get these flashbacks from when I was a kid
And when my daddy came home and
Every time that I hid
Nah, I don't have to remember that sh*t
I really used to pack a Smith & Wesson
Now I have a question
Nah, actually it's more like a suggestion
I need every motherf*cker's attention
My name is Wayne, and I've got a confesion
I don't give a sh*t about the direction
I just wanna hijack this and make a correction
And if we die, don't worry, I believe in resurrection
This is for every one of my imperfections
This is for every one of those interventions
And the AA meetings
And the holiday beatings
Y'all going to Heaven now
Give Jesus your greetings!

[Hook: LEEJOE-da-Rapper]
Sometimes I feel like Oliver f*cking Queen
Sometimes I feel unpopular and unseen
Sometimes I spit sick sh*t that gets obscene
Sometimes I'm richer than my wildest dreams
Sometimes I'm dirty and I just can't get clean
Now
Sometimes I feel like Oliver f*ck-
Sometimes I feel like Oliver f*cking Queen
Sometimes I feel unpopular and unseen
Sometimes I spit sick sh*t that gets obscene
Sometimes I'm richer than my wildest dreams
Sometimes I'm dirty and I just can't get clean
Now

[Verse 3: LEEJOE-da-Rapper]
Sitting here plummeting
Not functioning and struggling once again
I haven't been thinking practically
Since I left my family
My son won't even know the look of me
Especially since I'm shipwrecked here at sea
But hey, ever since I was a kid
f*cking up was my specialty
Now I'm falling with such a velocity
It's about to become an anomaly
This sh*t just got me thinking subconsciously
And I suddenly think about what I have done
I don't even know what I would say to my son
I wouldn't be able to give him advice
I wouldn't be there to award a him a surprise
I wouldn't be there when he was first baptized
I wouldn't be there when he won his first prize
I wouldn't be there if any problems arise
I couldn't be there when they need to pay tax
I couldn't be there if he played alto sax
I shouldn't be here, he'll be born any day now
I shouldn't have acted out that stupid fantasy, wow
I should've just accepted my bankruptcy, how?
I should've stay there to help raise my new family
What if his mom becomes Casey Anthony?
Can't believe I'm fighting the gravity
Oh goddamn, wait what if he gets a cavity?
How are they gonna pay their medical bills?
I grew up inside of a chemical spill and
I'm ending it all with a funeral spell
I subtly think that I might be dreaming
I improvise myself like I wasn't just screaming
Please sympathize with me
I didn't know that I made a mistake
Lemme take a break
I visualize myself waking up in bed
How the f*ck could this
Many thoughts be inside my head?
And exactly one second later:
All I could see is red