Dreams (REMIX)

[VERSE 1]
Yeah, why does the time always have to fade
Don't understand why lifes this way
Yeah I was told time heals everything
It does nothing but replace memories
Say i'm stupid and don't understand anything
But the truth is you dont even know me
This is all to much stress
Why the hell can't i just be me
Yeah why the hell can't i just be me
Say im not okay and i need help please just help me deal with whats wrong
Tell me im faking it and i need to stop
How do you know anything if we dont even talk at all
Even talk at all
Stop talking about me cause you dont know me and you dont know whats going on
Yeah everybody said lifes hard
But never thought i would make it this far
Im just scarred and it was hard to make it this far agh

[Chorus]
I been living in a dream
I been living in a dream yeah
I been living in a dream
I been living in a dream
Sometimes its hard to see its reality yeah
I been living in a dream
I been living in a dream
I been living in a dream yeah
I been living in a dream
I been living in a dream
Sometimes its hard to see its reality yeah
I been living in a dream

[VERSE 2]
Lately i been thinking about my sentence
Why did i even get that yeah
Eleven months for what because i got caught with that
Wasn't even worth that
Just a little bit of coke
Had to feed my family someway so i weighed that
Bag it up then go over to the Projects
Somebody turned a hoe
Nobody can understand it in the end tho yeah
Nobody can understand it in the end and
Whats the point of trying to do good if nobody wants to hire a criminal
Put in applications they never go far
Call me just to tell me im not what they are looking for
What they are looking for
Makes me just wanna say fuck it and go back to trappin and selling at night
I got priors better think smart
Go to a different area and start going hard
Stopped caring about being locked up behind bars agh

[Chorus]
I been living in a dream
I been living in a dream yeah
I been living in a dream
I been living in a dream
Sometimes its hard to see its reality yeah
I been living in a dream
I been living in a dream
I been living in a dream yeah
I been living in a dream
I been living in a dream
Sometimes its hard to see its reality yeah
I been living in a dream

[VERSE 3]
Im thinking bout the times where it was both of us trappin
Back then it was just the two of us laughing
We were bangin with the heat doing what we had to did some shit then neither of us was ever really laughing
Get rid of the evidence every since then we were getting deeper than we had to
Thought it was fun till i seen your body in the casket
Family blaming the streets but didn't know the truth about
How we were out there earning stripes and
Getting more enemies as we put their homies six feet deep bodies in the casket thought they would never ever catch us but in the end they caught you on East Poplar left you body soft
Then the cops had to put you in a body bag and the family crying didn't even know what happen said they noticed the change but didn't think what happen ever could have
I miss hearin your laugh the deep conversations all the jokes and memories we had
I know your in a grave im locked up and moms doing bad
But one day its gonna get better im trying not to forget that
Im trying to get whats left of the family back
Rest In Piece Robby-D