Lost Souls

By Nathan Baya (2019)
On album Battle With Depression (2017)

Battle With Depression
Verse 1 : Nathan Baya

Me without you that's nas without illmatic
I feel ill messing with chicks that I know are not the one
But I feel dumb waiting on a girl
Who might not come
So I mess with girls who make me
Cum between sheets
I've come to the conclusion I'm not the man that I use to be
I use to love now I lust
But I don't lie to girls I lie with
I don't confuse love for lust been hurt by love so much I question if I'll ever love?
When I have sex
May I always be protected
I never wanna form a baby out of lust out of love for my baby
I want you to have a mom not a baby momma for you I want no drama I was a baby seeing momma hit by daddy daddy hit by momma who should I help ?
If I help mom why you on her side?
If I help dad why you on his side?
How can two that made you divide you?
Like only one made you?
For you that's not what I want
So even if protection slows my erection I use it to protect you from the past I had and when the pen I grab I write pictures hoping you write letters to God for me cause we ain't been seeing eye to eye hope I don't see him eye to eye soon cause Heaven not where I'll ride if I died I'd go to hell cause I'm in sin and it's double the sin cause I know what I'm doing forgive them for they know not what they do Forgive me for I know what i do and the path I choose but I don't wanna go to hell just tired of facing hell on earth so through sin I've made my own heaven but what's Life without God presence? Is it really heaven?

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