God

God I wanna learn to say sorry
And not repeat what I'm sorry for
Cause am I really sorry if I do it again or I'm I saying sorry cause I'm guilty for a moment in this moment I'd like to expose myself before the devil does I'm dishnouring your woman how I go from being tempted and rejecting to being the one that's tempting and I'm never rejected when I request to relocate between her legs but I know the closer we get the more distant from you she gets and I don't wanna be the one to cause seperation and from you I don't wanna be seperated but its hard to eliminate sin when you go from having no options to popping now woman no longer make me a option I'm a priority but now who do I priotize you or them? I ain't ashamed to say I'm struggling who do I think I am having unprotected sex like my bank account protected neglecting that my pockets tighter than a virgin and I'm getting raped with debt every night I sweat like when will I learn my lesson when I have a child I can't afford its time I learn to listen cause though the sounds of her moan bring sastifaction they don't compare to the scream from my mother prayers when she prays I get it right but what do I do spit in my mothers face by having sex in the same house she prays in they love to think I'm innocent but I'm just a man who's lost in sin tryna win men show love to get sex woman show sex to get love nobody wants to get played but everybody plays them self when they play somebody else in this movie called life