Sober

I was out the other night
So drunk, almost got into a fight
Tried to tell this guy to settle down
Then he hit me

Life was fun when I was 18
When I thought that the world was made for me
My playground full of ecstasy
But I didn't know what I was meant to be

Except I didn't wanna be sober
'Cause life's no fun when you're sober
And I got so high that I barely felt alive
Then it hit me

I was thinking to myself
Cause I had no-one better to tell
I thought I'd make something of myself in two years
But I'd rather be here instead

I'd rather not be sober
I can feel the urges takin' over
And I got so high, I could barely feel alive
And I thought, and I'd swear
That I was better off dead
And

But it makes me sad
And I know it makes you mad
And I'm trying to understand
I just want a drink in my hand