Upbringing

I said wait
There are some things i gotta say
You can put them blame on me
You can put the hate on me

* the pressures and anxieties of the physical world are digging under my skin in an attempt to prove my worth - but i am worthless - you put a price tag on something with no value - and you can bend something that's always been broken *

And you said wait
It can't be a hearty taste
But you can send my blood to waste
This crown of thoughts weighs - heavy

This twisted fate
Made a mark to key my wrist
And now i'm bleeding out for it
I know you will be happy
So be safe
Cause this dungeon love is blood
And now i sacrifice my soul
For you to bury this mess
A sorrow state
And i kindly will resign
But now my heart is melting
Why did i write this song?

*and you left me with no home - no place of refuge - the only safety i've ever felt was within the comforts of your loving embrace - but you never loved me to begin with - how can through the forth wall without my hammer? and i know you say i can by on my own strength - but my fists are just so fucking weary without you - the only thing i could ever break was my own spirit - i am nothing.*