I'm Sad, Not Cool

[Intro]
"Like the type of shit like I've been like thinking of this whole night so far has been the craziest fucking experience ever, ever ever forever ever, uh, that I've ever had... Um, I say "um" a lot 'cause it's like hard to say it out and like speak it out into existence cause I've been feeling it"

[Pre-Chorus]
Got her out my mind, but she got me in my bag yeah
I should take a break, maybe I should smoke this pack yeah
Blowing money fast, and wasting all this cash yeah
Not sad 'cause I'm cool
Man I'm cool because I'm sad yeah (Yeah)
Focus on what I lack yeah (Yeah)
I still miss my dad yeah (Yeah)
Catch me happy on Snapchat yeah (Yeah)
Y'all been laughing at a mask yeah

[Chorus]
Told that girl I wanna date, but I just wanna smash yeah
That girl looked right in my face
I turned around and laughed yeah
Yes I am an asshole, that's why my karma so bad yeah
Sometimes wish I wasn't me
But you'd never know that yeah

[Hook]
Got her out my mind, but she got me in my bag yeah
I should take a break, maybe I should smoke this pack yeah
Blowing money fast, and wasting all this cash yeah
Not sad 'cause I'm cool
Man I'm cool because I'm sad yeah

[Verse 1]
Most of the shit I say is depressing but funny
Most of the shit I do is for someone to love me
'Cause when yourself love for a while it gets lonely
Been so high it feels like emotions below me
"I can be your friend" she said
So I let her in, we talked about addictions
Then she asked me what my preference is
I told her a "feminine specimen"
Maybe some melanin
Got my love and she fell in it
Hold me down like a veteran

[Pre-Chorus]
Got her out my mind, but she got me in my bag yeah
I should take a break, maybe I should smoke this pack yeah
Blowing money fast, and wasting all this cash yeah
Not sad 'cause I'm cool
Man I'm cool because I'm sad yeah (Yeah)
Focus on what I lack yeah (Yeah)
I still miss my dad yeah (Yeah)
Catch me happy on Snapchat yeah (Yeah)
Y'all been laughing at a mask yeah

[Chorus]
Told that girl I wanna date, but I just wanna smash yeah
That girl looked right in my face
I turned around and laughed yeah
Yes I am an asshole, that's why my karma so bad yeah
Sometimes wish I wasn't me
But you'd never know that yeah

[Hook]
Got her out my mind, but she got me in my bag yeah
I should take a break, maybe I should smoke this pack yeah
Blowing money fast, and wasting all this cash yeah
Not sad 'cause I'm cool
Man I'm cool because I'm sad yeah

[Verse 2]
Oh me, oh my, I know how you feel inside
Tell me that you want to die
So we can try and change your mind
Oh me, oh my, I know how you feel inside
Tell me that you want to die
So we can try and save your life
So we can try and change your mind

[Outro]
"Um, I'm probably not even gonna post this, I'll just fucking save this hahaha"