Wounded

[Hook][Turo Sivirian]
I just wanna know who gon miss me when im gone
I ain't ever had a shoulder just to cry on
When im lonely i just go listen to my songs
It was dark thats why i had to turn the lights on

Count up scars for a past time
Know it won't be the last time
I been wishing i could slow it down
Nigguhs wanna live the fast life
I got a grip on my anxiety
Now depression wanna lie to me
My reflection who i try to be
Me versus me a new rivalry
I been caught up in my room, a recluse
All this pressure i gotta reduce & produce
I removed me from all that abuse
Sticking & move, repeat & rebuke
They go for tricks & chicanery
U see in me what the fans of the raiders see
In one then out, baby fuck what they say cuz i do this for me and for u
But to tell u the truth i been feeling like dying today
Fate it can wait, no more crying today
I been up, i been lying awake
I been trying to pray, im a lion can't die in a cage
Lying in wait, just to lie to my face
They can't take me from u if i die & they pry me away
Imma find a way back to u, i go way back with u
U got the last of my heart til its gone
Demons stalking, i can hear em talkin
Im macaulay culkin, home alone
Supa told me stay away from the phoneys
& now i can't pick up the phone
Wishing that i could atone, for the cuts that i made that go deeper than bone
I can't leave u alone, did enough on my own
Need u with me cuz u got the last of my heart til its gone

[Hook]

I think im wounded
Im about to lose it
Im so close to quitting
My depression won't stay hidden
Baby im about to lose it
I know that im wounded
I been close to quitting for a minute
This depression won't stay hidden

Short sighted nigguh keep your distance
I been 3 years ahead, 20/20 vision
I was down in a slump had to cut that bitch off she was workin my nerves like they paid commission
Opps creepin, nigguhs steady snitchin
Spill your guts to the pigs bitch i hate your chitlins
Whats the problem i can't tell a fan from a hater
My name in your mouth nigguh what's difference
I paid attention, u pay the difference
All your verses got the safeties on it
They rockin with me like we brock & onyx
Said i couldn't be black i dont talk ebonics
Talk shit but don't wanna fade
U was cut from a cloth i been cut from the pain
Now im up it's too late, i was down for two days
Now im charged & I'm takin off like it's avionics
Better take off like a straightaway
Kickin & screamin on beats like im anna mae
I do this shit for the kids like an anime
These nigguhs lookin confused like its aminé
U drop a song & u fade away
We boutta ball like a fadeaway
On that 06 shit lil scrappy money in the bank, okkk!
Move through my verses like andalé
Dirty, i come from "ay boy where yo momma stay?"
Humor me, you know these fuck nigguhs fluctuate
I gotta question these marks like i punctuate
These nigguhs bite like piranhas
U flex on my Ken and get slapped like E. Honda
Came up with no heroes, they called me a 0
Just make sure u put them 0s next to commas
Thoughts sporadic, i dont gravitate
My brother never got to graduate
I feel like all i do is agitate
I see them demons start to salivate
But i can't surrender my soul, i wish i could atone
For the cuts that go deeper than bone, i can't leave u alone
I just need u to love me cuz u got the last of my heart til its gone

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