Talking To Myself

Tell me, tell me, where is the life
I've been searching for, but cannot find
Please convince me I should be satisfied
With the so-called achievements of humankind

In their eyes, I see a darkness
In your mind, they're all deceiving
If I took their lies for kindness
Would you tell me to forgive them?

If I asked about my past would you say
You saw it coming?
Don't know how I made it up here, but so did you
Without ever trying
For a moment I felt free and I knew
That only you could help
Can you hear me when I scream your name?
Or am I talking to myself
Just talking to myself

Save me, save me, I'm dying to be
But I'm becoming someone I just can't stand
Maybe I can teach you how to breathe
Maybe you can teach me to understand

In my mind, there's a search for answers
All I hear is the silence

If I asked about my past would you say
You saw it coming?
Don't know how I made it up here, but so did you
Without ever trying
For a moment I felt free and I knew
That only you could help
Can you hear me when I scream your name?
Or am I talking to myself

I can't change you or make you care
It wouldn't hurt if you could try
When I need help, you're never there
Am I not worthy of your time?
And though you don't believe in me
I still believe in you
But don't ask me why

If I asked about my past would you say
You saw it coming?
Don't know how I made it up here, but so did you
Without ever trying
For a moment I felt free and I knew
That only you could help
Can you hear me when I scream your name?

Can you hear me when I scream your name?
Can you hear me when I scream your name?
Just talking to myself
Just talking to myself
Just talking to myself
I'm talking to myself