Staring At The Ceiling

[Intro]
Irby

[Chorus: Kanashi]
I been feeling so damn down about this
& I never thought you'd do this to me
& I thought I had my last heartbeat
I thought I had my last heartbeat
I thought I had my last one
Yeah, I thought you were the last one
But it turns out you were the wrong one
Now I got my hand up on this gun
Middle finger to the world
As I spill this blood

[Bridge: Kanashi]
Yeah, i'ma fuckin spill it
Sick of every night staring at the ceiling

I been fucking staring..
I been fucking staring..
I been staring, yeah..

[Verse: cherryrizla]
I been staring at the ceiling in my bedroom
I don't care, but I think back to when I met you
I can't stand another set to beat myself up
Hope you're feeling better than I get to
& I let mysеlf get this worn out
Am I someone you still talk about
Or rеcently thought about
I can never forget our falling out
& if I died today you wouldn't notice
I try to motivate myself, but I keep losing focus
I wanna disappear like magic
Shouting hocus pocus
Sometimes I miss you like crazy & you won't ever know it
I hit backspace on your DM on my Motorola
I gamble way too much with this shit like I'm playing poker

[Refrain: Kanashi]
Staring..
I been staring..
I been staring, yeah..
I been fucking staring..

[Chorus: Kanashi]
I been feeling so damn down about this
& I never thought you'd do this to me
& I thought I had my last heartbeat
I thought I had my last heartbeat
I thought I had my last one
Yeah, I thought you were the last one
But it turns out you were the wrong one
Now I got my hand up on this gun
Middle finger to the world
As I spill this blood