Brutal Desire

[VERSE 1]
Tears in my eyes in the dead of night
Said I was fine but deep inside I think you knew
Oh, I think we knew
Fighting off demons
Fighting myself
Raised in a nightmare - straight from hell
But it's cool
At least I'm fucking cool

[Chorus]
All of those kids that gave me shit
Can't bear to admit that I'm that bitch
They're hateful
Ooh, so hateful
I was born in the fire
Brutal desire
I know that I'm tired but somehow I stay hopeful
Ooh, I'm hopeful

[VERSE 2]
God complex
Sometimes I'm obsessed
Tendency to be narcissistic and cold
Sorry if I'm cold
Manifesting a dark demise
Wasting my time just looking for someone to hold
I'm better off alone

[Chorus]
All of those kids that gave me shit
Can't bear to admit that I'm that bitch
They're hateful
Ooh, so hateful
I was born in the fire
Brutal desire
I know that I'm tired but somehow I stay hopeful
Ooh, I'm hopeful

[BRIDGE]
All this waiting
Making me so frustrated
Know I'm impatient, baby
Can you bear with me?
Want it so bad so I'ma get it
Keep hurting feelings but I keep forgetting
Tryna break glass ceilings, keep on letting
The shards cut me deep til I'm cold sweating
Know I might have some problems
But maybe power can solve them
Scared I'm turning into one of them
But success is the greatest revenge

[Chorus]
All of those kids that gave me shit
Can't bear to admit that I'm that bitch
They're hateful
Ooh, so hateful
I was born in the fire
Brutal desire
I know that I'm tired but somehow I stay hopeful
Ooh, I'm hopeful

[OUTRO]
All of those kids that gave me shit
Can't bear to admit that I'm that bitch
They're hateful
Ooh, so hateful
Born in the fire
Brutal desire
I know that I'm tired but somehow I stay hopeful
Ooh, I'm hopeful