Weird Love

{Intro Verse}
Being 18 years old
I realize I'm getting old
My mind is fully developing
While my eyes are blind with maturity
Love is bound to it
Who we are is bound to it
Until experimentation takes over it

{Verse 1}
We see the hieroglyphics on the walls
Until they are scriptured in the bible
All we see is the hate filled in people's eyes
When some wants to die
Just because they came out bi
Why do we have to pick a side
Between gay or straight
Or a circle and a square
Its the same die rate
People chose to live or die
But you can't change a side
That you can't fix, dam
Don't fix something that ain't broken
As you know you were born with
As the Christians say god gave with
Basically the heart runs to it
Not no systematic pressure
On someone else's shoulders
Saying this is gay
In a Youtube comment lately
To gentrify the internet as a weapon
Of emotional destruction to someone like me
To take shots someone like me

{Pre-Hook 1}
I can't take this anymore (Anymore)
I don't want to be here anymore (Anymore)
I'm on both sides of the track (Of The Track)
I'm not happy with the way I am (With The Way)
I just wanna die today (Oh No No)
Where do I go from here

{Hook}
1, 2, Go and love yourself
3, 4, Go love someone else
5, 6, It doesn't matter about the sex
7, 8, Your hand feels your heart race

{Verse 2}
(Dam 5x)
I remember as a kid
Always wanting to wear women's shit
Between the hoops and boots
I grew up the way I should
Always afraid to come out the way I should
But I was scared by the way I looked
I snuck into my moma's bathroom
And put on her make up
Any curious little boy would do
But I enjoyed it and took it off
Because other boys don't do that
And I thought that was a fact
Until I went into Assabet
Dam
Being harassed for coming out strong
I wish I was that strong
Face to face with a homophobe
Face to face tilted to the fucking floor
Being called a faggot
In a school of bigots
I had to say I was fully gay
To get protected from the community
But that was a fucking lie
Because I didn't know what side to chose
As I was grabbing my hair roots
Being bi is much closer to the mother fucking truth

{Pre-Hook 2}
I can take this evermore (Evermore)
I want to be here furthermore (Furthermore)
I'm on both sides of the track (Of The Track)
I'm just happy with the way I am (With The Way)
I just wanna live today (Thank God)
I am happy right now

{Interlude}
(Heavy Breathing)
(Crying)

{Hook}
1, 2, Go and love yourself
3, 4, Go love someone else
5, 6, It doesn't matter about the sex
7, 8, Your hand feels your heart race

{Verse 3}
Check it
The same thing I feel towards a woman
Is the same way towards a man
Its locked in questions of faith
From a god that created me
Or the science of my sexuality
Going down like gravity
And up like Apollo
Is not my fault if its just for both sexes
On the lines of a lined paper
There are two sides
That need to come together
With a understanding of compassion
Over the hate
While they're adding
Over the same mistake
That can be corrected and be erased
From in between the lines
Defiance helped this country
On its feet
Rebel against the mockery
On the soil under our feet
We are all free in this country
And for mankind
But we don't have faith in mankind
Running killing yourself
Doesn't make it easy for others
It fuels the energy of more hate
And makes it hard for others
Truth uh

{Outro Verse}
Being 18 years old
I realize at the end of this song
My mind is sully on thoughts
But my heart is kind of coughs
Love is bound to it
Who I am is bound to it
Until sexuality takes over it
Truth

{Hook}
1, 2, Go and love yourself
3, 4, Go love someone else
5, 6, It doesn't matter about the sex
7, 8, Your hand feels your heart race