Drown

There is a hell inside, longing for release
Within an amber glow, lay comfort and relief
Ingest to quell the pain boiling beneath
Close my eyes, harness this spiteful, hollow being

Come and go as you please
In the end I'm left crawling on my knees
I would give anything to be what you need
But in the end, it's all lust and dreams

I fucking hate what we've become
Your kiss is poison and your words a loaded gun
Drained of all life, yet I continue to bleed
Drown these desires and set fire to these fucking memories

Your seeds to sew
My hate just grows
These knots in my stomach tell me everything I need to know

If you are really gone this time, then stay the fuck away
Temporary fix that numbs the hurt, but leaves the pain
I curse your name
I try, I really do
But nothing feels the same

Nothing feels the same
(repeat)

Your seeds to sew
My hate just grows
These knots in my stomach tell me everything I need to know

If you are really gone this time, then stay the fuck away
Temporary fix that numbs the hurt, but leaves the pain
I curse your name
I try, I really do
But nothing feels the same

There is no greater pain that you could inflict
I feel the weight pressing down on my neck
The agony of drawing breathe
Wish I could be there when karma comes to collect
No solace, no shelter from the rain
There it is, the old familiar sting
You fucking fool, did you not learn a thing?
Back to reality and nothing's going to change


Drained of all life
Yet I continue to bleed
Drown these desires
And set fire to these fucking memories...bitch