Caterpillar / Butterfly

[Hook]
I been on my low
I hate drugs and alcohol
I been reapin' what I sowed
I broke way too many of my oaths
Stand up, lookin' outside of the box
Livin‘ in the middle, call that paradox
Sleepless nights with these Unorthodox thoughts
Left my conscience speakin' on the fuckin' mailbox (ugh)
(I don't know where to go)
(I lost the right road)
Stand up, lookin' outside of the box
Livin‘ in the middle, call that paradox
Sleepless nights with these Unorthodox thoughts
Left my conscience speakin' on the fuckin' mailbox (ugh)

[Verse 1]
I'ma motherfuckin' sinner, I'ma tell you why
We were in our garden, gettin' drunk gettin' high
Denis told us we're the ones who decide ‘bout our life
I was born in the truth, but I followed his lie
Been allways outside from the south to the east
Runnin' from the cops, 24/7 on the street
Ain't no good reputation, my good heart bleeds
I was a blind sheep folowin' the fuckin' wrong lead
Ignored my navigation, choosed all wrong ways
Lost in this dirt, I don't know where's my right place
Little helpless boy with no clue locked in a fuckin' cage
Thinkin‘ he got life figured out, while dyin‘ on haze
Bad Influences around me, only bad things could happen
Everybody disappointed on earth and in the heaven
Torture of my mind, I can't escape this depression
I lost my way, don't know where's the right direction
You are the reason max is addicted
You are the reason my mind is conflicted
You fucking failure ain't no friend, bitch you ain't shit
I was taught in the hood to kill or get killed
X allways struggled with the addiction to weed
Prince E kept preaching us thats the shit that we need
Amazed by this hood life cus we were naiv
In a bad environment out of sight from good deeds
With a dead conscience, had to lie everyday
First time I was high, we all were running away
Cus Denis saw them blue lights, so everyone escaped
What the fuck am I doin' I'm livin' in a clay
Strivin' for a sweet life but mine tasted way too bitter
Surrounded by fake friends and a bunch of gold diggers
My heart doesn't desire this glamour and glitter
This is the moment I realized I'm just a caterpillar

[Hook]
I been on my low
I hate drugs and alcohol
I been reapin' what I sowed
I broke way too many of my oaths
Stand up, lookin' outside of the box
Livin‘ in the middle, call that paradox
Sleepless nights with these Unorthodox thoughts
Left my conscience speakin' on the fuckin' mailbox (ugh)
(I don't know where to go)
(I lost the right road)
Stand up, lookin' outside of the box
Livin‘ in the middle, call that paradox
Sleepless nights with these Unorthodox thoughts
Left my conscience speakin' on the fuckin' mailbox (ugh)

-Part 2-

[Hook]
I‘m no more the caterpillar, I‘ma butterfly
You can‘t catch up, motherfucker, I‘m flyin‘ too high
Lookin‘ down on y‘all, you can see me in the sky
Life too crazy, I‘m too amazing, you can‘t deny

[Verse]
Livin' in the hood, while I'm livin' in the middle class
Tell me what's good, I'm tired of hustlin' for this dirty cash
In a fucked up mood, can't overcome my fuckin' past
Changed my path, I can see these motherfuckers turn to ash
Pretty girls showing off their body, they have nothing else
Sensitive rappers writin' love songs cus they couldn't smash
Gettin' drunk, gettin' high, y'all party ‘till you gotta crash
Don't tell me your lifestyle is the best, bitch I'm not impressed
I don't hide myself firin' bullets straight
Provoke you motherfuckers, cus I love your hate
Category 5 hurricane when I throw shade
You can't escape this storm, I am way too great
Don't fuck with me, Don't get involved
I'm older wiser, motherfucker I evolved
Still the good boy, don't confuse it with being soft
Escaped the madhouse from where I was locked
I am King like a butterfly queen Vanessa
Learned not to give a fuck ‘bout all that paper
Y'all tryin' to enter the industry, while I'm huntin' the nature
Tryin' to open your eyes, To Influence A Culture
All my life I've tried to fit in
All my life I've lied ‘bout my sins
Doin' the most crazy shit for the win
Couldn't realize I was losin' in the system of things
Denis didn‘t changed, fuckin‘ around, he calls life borin‘
I don‘t know what he‘s doin‘ nowadays cus I ignore him
I hate you, motherfucker I will never forget my sins
Max went insane, dealin crack cocain in Schwerin
It's been 3 years since I've lied
It's been 3 years since I've cried
My life change for the good, can't comply
I am a fucking Butterfly