Gold

My hands, your waistline
I touch your face like
God, I wish I cared enough
Go slow, let's take time
I'm trying to find
A reason I should give a f*ck

Before you love me just remember:
Love is only sweet surrender
And I can't get my heart to be on board
Well I'm feeling on your silhouette
But I'm just not really feeling it
I don't confuse butterflies with being bored

I wanna want you sober

Well being alone
Is a devil cut from gold
It's a demon I can hold too close
Well being alone
Is a kingdom I can fold
But it's only at its core
But it's all I've ever known

Your hands, my waistline
We tried and now I
See you wanna give it up
Your fault, you waste time
Still act like it's mine
I wonder when I'll be enough

But before you touch me just remember
The lines you wrote in every letter
Somehow you refuse to move up north
And I'm feeling your lips on my neck
But to you I'm just a f*cking wreck and now
I'll never really learn

I wanna want you sober

Well being alone
Is a devil cut from gold
It's a demon I can hold too close
Well being alone
Is a kingdom I can fold
But it's only at its core
I know they say
"If you're not gonna love somebody else
Then you better get to get to get to loving yourself."
But love is something I'm just not built for
Well being alone
Is a devil cut from gold
It's an angel with no soul
But it's all I've ever known

Face it now, you don't want this, sugar
I've been up all night
I'm a mess and I'm lost in the head
And no, I'm never gonna get it right
Face it now, you don't want this, sugar
I've been up all night
I'm a mess and I'm lost in the head
And no, I'm never gonna get it right
Face it now, you don't want this, sugar
I've been up all night
I'm a mess and I'm lost in the head
And no, I'm never gonna get it right

I wanna want you sober

Well being alone
Is a devil cut from gold
It's a demon I can hold too close
Well being alone
Is a kingdom I can fold
But it's only at its core
I know they say
"If you're not gonna love somebody else
Then you better get to get to get to loving yourself."
But love is something I'm just not built for
Well being alone
Is a devil cut from gold
It's an angel with no soul
But it's all I've ever known

Face it now, you don't want this, sugar
I've been up all night
I'm a mess and I'm lost in the head
And no, I'm never gonna get it right