Suffer

[Verse 1: Grewsum]
She said she loved me, but she never did
She left me out for several years
And had me feelin' it will never end
I was convinced she was the one I love forever
Then somebody tip me off that
She was creepin' around with several men
I wish I could say I took it well
But I've been put through hell enough, I've had enough
I'm about to cut this frail
Beautiful specimen up, entrails coming out of her stomach
And plus collect her blood in pallets and buckets
I'm like, fuck it what good is life if I can't feel what love is
Now I'm losing all my substance doing drugs in an abundance
And my mind is really flooded by these visions of me gutting
Everyone who've ever hurt me, breathing hard like I was running
Standing still I hear her comin' in the house
I'm duckin' down, I snuck around into the bathroom
Loadin' rounds into this gun, until I've realized
She ain't worth the bullet, grabbed a knife and get to cut
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You'll never know what hit you
Won't see me closing it in
I'm gonna make you suffer
This hell you've put me in
I'm underneath your skin
The devil in me
You'll never know what hit you
[Verse 2: Dubbs]
A bright beautiful heart can turn dark
Get 'em on this, notice it's growing cold
And never knowing the motive
It's so lost in the depths of his psyche
That it doesn't even hit him till he's wiping his knife clean
And standing over the body, a beautiful wifey
Life seems a little too steep, little pricey
Nice dreams of cutting it deep, swiping a life's
Might seem like fucking defeat, nothing but crisis
But honestly it was a little bit of heaven
When he hit her with the weapon
Turn the floor around the attic
Just stood there as she bled
But wasn't dead cause she was crying out
She thinkin' it was pain
I'mma give you something to cry about
He took her head in, kicked it until it split in
And stuck his fucking blade up in the crack
And started twisting it
And then she faded to this viciousness
He waited for it, saying:
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[Verse 3: Playboy The Beast]
She claimed she loved me and swore she would never hurt me
But I had some trust and self esteem issues, I guess I felt it worthy
Swallowed my pride, gave her a chance though I was out of mercy
Looked down my guard and she slowly uptained my trust
Till I found out she was lying, whole time she was getting fucked
By some chump at her work, now I'm turnin' 'em both to dust
Once innocence gone, you can never retain it
Trying explainin' shit and making excuses
It's only making it worse, gettin' frustrated quick
I fucking hate this bitch
Four years of my life that I've wasted in this relationship
So now I'm breaking this broom-stick in half
And I'm raping her in the ass
I'mma show 'em both what gangster is
I fucking warned you what would happen if you ever hurt me
You worthless bitch, you've betrayed me
And stabbed me in my back
Give her one last kiss and slash this knife and I swing my axe
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[Outro]
I will be here when you think you're all alone
Seeping from the cracks, I'm the poison in your palms
My love is your disease, I will never set you free
Till I'll break you...
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