Anyway

[Chorus: Khary]
There's no use trying
You won't like me, anyway, anyway
There's no use fighting
You won't like me, anyway, anyway

[Verse 1: Khary]
Why do I try to be someone that I'm not
An introvert, I trip when stepping outside my box
I hate that my tone is fake when talking to someone fake
They probably think I like them while slithering like a snake
Like why do I keep saving all these numbers in my phone?
Of people saying let's get up, we both know that we won't
I swear I got a million contacts, I probably only contact twenty
The other half asking me for money
My time is too precious for these hoes
Mi casa su casa, nigga no
You speaking that chewbacca , I'ma trotter of the globe
The el chupacabra will not suck the blood up out this goat
Stick [the dismount] for the gold and everybody cheers
But I'm thinking what I really want is what I fear
Cause I got closer, but I want to run away
I don't feel like being me today

[Chorus: Khary]
There's no use trying
You won't like me, anyway, anyway
There's no use fighting
You won't like me, anyway, anyway

[Verse 2: Cloud Atrium]
Did you do it different this time?
Ready for the world through the scope of your eyes
Feeling dead alive, I'm steady shifting
Asking what's on my playlist, my intuition
Started adding everything up and I see the difference
From letting people [?] out, the windows tinted
Lord forgive us, innocence left the building when conditioning
And played the victim first, I wonder who did this to him
Out of control, well he let it grow, I never know
Never had much of a rock, too many stepping stones
But one glance in the iris, there's many roads
Doing cardio with heavy souls
Memory jog, hand in hand
Time spans, connection thin
Here for a moment and then gone when the minute ends
But my soul too large for a small attention span
Guess it is what it is when it hit the fan

[Chorus: Khary]
There's no use trying
You won't like me, anyway, anyway
There's no use fighting
You won't like me, anyway, anyway

[Verse 3: Khary]
Imagine you had a dream
Since you were sixteen
Imagine you had a scheme
Since you were sixteen
And you told yourself you'd do anything for it
Do you even love it? Do you want to abort?
I mean, like everything seems so fucking ego driven
Trying to be the things my heroes didn't
Trying to see things like Stevie Wonder
But my eyes closed, I mean I try to pose
For these pictures, but I'm not happy
I'm just rapping, but do these words even mean shit in the end?
One day we all have to become has beens
Has been, I mean I'm trying to get it right
I mean I'm on this fucking road
I mean I'm trying to do it right
I mean I never had a clue
I just trying to-
I wanna break this fucking glass in my hand
And stare at the pain and see if it hurts the same
And just stare at the pain and see if it hurts the same
I want to die but I'm not suicidal
Cause I don't know what I should live for
I don't know if I should give more
I just take and watch the world burn down
Like Rome, am I Nero?
In his eyes he's a hero
Feel lower than zero
Negative numbers, I have to start to wonder
What makes me special?
What makes you special?
I met a girl, pretty lovely
I don't think she loves me
But I talk to her anyway, on different days
Cause I don't even feel connected
When we fucking
I feel like I stick my dick in an empty vessel
I say some shit just to test you
You say you want to get close
I don't believe you
Because most woman are ghosts
I mean I see through
I mean, I mean I see through
I put up a facade like I'm a God
Put up a facade like I'm a God
But I'm so insecure, I don't know myself
I don't feel my, I don't feel myself
The way I probably should
The way I do on songs
That's why it's not that good
When I fake it
I mean these songs don't mean shit
I mean these songs don't mean shit
I mean these songs don't mean shit
I mean these songs don't mean shit
I mean these songs don't mean shit

[Bridge: Khary]
I'm just thinking about shit I already said
What if I'm not living? What if I'm already dead?
What if this all just exists in my head?
I swear I'm being honest (swear I'm being honest)
1 plus 1 says
I don't like me
There's no use trying
I don't like me, yeah
I don't like me, yeah
There's no use trying, yeah
I don't like me, yeah
There's no use trying
There's no use trying
I don't like me
There's no use trying
I don't like me
There's no use trying
Cause I don't like me
There's no use trying
Cause I don't like me
You won't like me
There's no use trying
There's no use try

[Verse 4: Khary]
Legend has it
There was an Intern and a Captian
But I don't know what happened
One was too humble and one was too arrogant
Couldn't tell he's his parent's kid
The son of two college professors
Dropped out, still tryna to do better
Still tryna see whether
But you can't predict the forecast
I'm just here while it lasts
Puff puff, I'm taking a drag
Life is a drag, I'm feeling so bad
Like Michael Jackson on the wall
No, I'm off of it
I mean I gotta lot of things in my mind
I don't like to politic
I used to watch the news
And now I watch my self in the mirror to blues
I say hip hop's different
It's not the music that I used to listen to
Swear I'm like a different you

[Outro: Khary]
There's no use trying
You won't like me anyway, anyway