Scared For My Life

[Chorus: Khaos Official]
I don't know when it will be the end
When I die so the money I earn I spend
Cause these rappers dying it seem to be a trend
Its like every single day another funeral to attend
I don't wanna be in a casket just cause of a knife
I wanna be free to live my life
I wanna have a family I just wanna have a wife
But I can't go out in public I'm scared for my life
I don't know when it will be the end
When I die so the money I earn I spend
Cause these rappers dying it seem to be a trend
Its like every single day another funeral to attend
I don't wanna be in a casket just cause of a knife
I wanna be free to live my life
I wanna have a family I just wanna have a wife
But I can't go out in public I'm scared for my life

[Verse 1: Khaos Official]
It's sad that I'm always scared
It's sad that I'm never prepared
It's sad that I have to pray every night that I will be spared
It's sad I can't live content
It's sad I gotta augment
It's sad that I gotta act tough to make it in the game just like cement
I wanna show that I'm a normal guy
That I don't succeed at everything I try
And that I'm socially awkward and I can't talk to strangers cause I always act so shy
But I just act like I'm a god
Cause my fanbase will be broad
But they don't like me for me so I feel so empty every time they applaud
Would they accept me, for the person that I am
Or would they just kill me there, just like Abraham
Wanna be true to myself, so they're reassured
That I'm not a god I'm just like them I'm just as insecure

[Chorus: Khaos Official]
I don't know when it will be the end
When I die so the money I earn I spend
Cause these rappers dying it seem to be a trend
Its like every single day another funeral to attend
I don't wanna be in a casket just cause of a knife
I wanna be free to live my life
I wanna have a family I just wanna have a wife
But I can't go out in public I'm scared for my life
I don't know when it will be the end
When I die so the money I earn I spend
Cause these rappers dying it seem to be a trend
Its like every single day another funeral to attend
I don't wanna be in a casket just cause of a knife
I wanna be free to live my life
I wanna have a family I just wanna have a wife
But I can't go out in public I'm scared for my life

[Verse 2: Khaos Official]
You think you know me, but I don't know myself
I think stopping rapping would be good for my health
But I hide that thought away just put it on a shelf
Then I rap about some fake things, and I lose myself
I'm faker than some plastic, I'm faker than some straws
I'm getting all the green, but I'm killing 'em like Jaws
I wanna stop myself fore it causes long term damage
I'll lose myself and my career how could I even manage
This mindset that I'm in, it's really not that healthy
Might pull up to your place just to flex that I am wealthy
Then I'll drive off in my foreign, not all that stealthy
But I shot my shot and missed I'm not like Wayne Gretzky

[Chorus: Khaos Official]
I don't know when it will be the end
When I die so the money I earn I spend
Cause these rappers dying it seem to be a trend
Its like every single day another funeral to attend
I don't wanna be in a casket just cause of a knife
I wanna be free to live my life
I wanna have a family I just wanna have a wife
But I can't go out in public I'm scared for my life
I don't know when it will be the end
When I die so the money I earn I spend
Cause these rappers dying it seem to be a trend
Its like every single day another funeral to attend
I don't wanna be in a casket just cause of a knife
I wanna be free to live my life
I wanna have a family I just wanna have a wife
But I can't go out in public I'm scared for my life
I don't know when it will be the end
When I die so the money I earn I spend
Cause these rappers dying it seem to be a trend
Its like every single day another funeral to attend
I don't wanna be in a casket just cause of a knife
I wanna be free to live my life
I wanna have a family I just wanna have a wife
But I can't go out in public I'm scared for my life