Now yu kNow

By Kay PhiXips (2020)
On album Immortal, Mutable. (2020)

Immortal, Mutable.
[Intro with Avery Shakur]
*hums & croons*
I don't know

[Chorus (2×)]
Now you know, now you know, gotta carry on
This life that I live for y'all is eating at my bones
It's hard to show myself in a place that I know
Been trapped inside my mind too long

[Verse]
"Now you know how it feels to be a man"
My father told me that, I told him I fucked this chick
Face switched up from a frown, he extended it out his hand
I dapped the nigga up, then I went to handle biz
Then I didn't know just how real karma is
This round the same time that my Auntie lost her kid
This ain't no fucking story, this is me just saying shit
These things on the inside begin to make me sick
Without the loud I'm quiet, but inside me there's a riot
Momma said I was defiant, now I've grown to be a giant
Niggas eyeing me, tryna lie on me, I ain't bout it
Now they'll die and bleed, I ain't tryna see, once you've found em
What you boutta say to me that ain't nobody said to me?
There's more than women dead to me
I take it to the head and breathe, geez
Take a gb when I'm 3 deep, and pray to God I don't ever go to sleep
I'm tryna get the clock on the wall to stand still
I'm running out of time in my mind, it gets real
Honestly, I could give a fuck about a deal
Just tryna find a balance, with these rhymes I think I'll heal
My manors fucking vanished, fucked this chick I met in Spanish
And I knew deep down her plan was just to get Kay to come out
So she got to know Sam and gradually she found em damaged
I don't know how ima manage if these fans don't know about him
So ima just sit around and sip this damn bottle
Try to grab my phone, I fall over once I wobble
Voices in my head, that shit start to make me bobble
Choices that I've made make me wanna know my biological
Neutral to everything that I see
Nothing seems to be good, and nothing is what it seems
I had a dream last night, and I'm hoping it comes true
"It seems so right that this is the shit you do" he said that too

[Chorus (2×)]
Now you know, now you know, gotta carry on
This life that I live for y'all is eating at my bones
It's hard to show myself in a place that I know
Been trapped inside my mind too long

[Outro]
Too long (Cause you look like a bum!)
Too long

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