Against My Will

These thoughts come to light
Pushing through the days and longer nights
I question this path
Might be nothing to understand
Darkness comes and it goes
Sometimes my friend, sometimes my foe
Faces loom through the rain
Reset the channel again

The cup lifts
To my lips again
Tasteless
I'm feeling the pull

Coming down so easy, falling to my knees
Fighting, against my will
Keeping it together, gonna make it better
One day, against my will
,
Days merge into one
From the cruel dawn to that setting sun
The blade drags down my facе
Numb to the pain
Memories question me
Your love reminds me
What I am doing here
You lift me up

Coming down so easy, falling to my knees
Fighting, against my will
Keeping it together, gonna make it better
One day, against my will

Finding your strength now
You're gonna get there
Crawling your way to the light
You make it all, you make it all worthwhile

Coming down so easy, falling to my knees
Fighting, against my will
Keeping it together, gonna make it better
One day, yeah one day
Against my will
Yeah Against my will
Against my will
Yeah Against my will