Lord Knows

[Intro: Jusgee]
Lately I've been too high on spaceships
I had to take it back, had to take it back to the basics
Mind, body, soul for control
Head to the toe and sole
Yeah, you know I'm already sick
I call two plays and I'mma make the whole game click shut down
I'm an ATLien, on the rise and fell again
They ain't want me winning so I guess I'm 'bout to settle in

[Verse 1: Jusgee]
You know I've been grinding for a long damn time
I've been grinding for a long damn time
I see a double image in my head, another friend dead
I'm just hoping I ain't losing my mind, never losing my kind
Silverback black, we gorillas, dash on the track I'mma kill it
Break it down to the dish, I'mma skill it
Know some thugs that ain't waiting on the judge for their sentence
Pull up with that thud in your mofucking kitchen
I do this for the love, you just do it for the drugs, you should mofucking listen
Find a better sub, that's a dub you been missing
'Cause if you pull the plug you lose the love for the mission
Money ain't a thing if it's love that you're missing
So you gotta do your thing, try to hug every minute
Jealousy is sludge to the peasants in your [engine?]
So if anybody's stuck inside the ditches and the trenches, know

[Hook: Jusgee]
I've been grinding for a long time
Grinding for a long damn time, now I've finally got a check
They say the grass is greener on the other side
But I ain't seen that shit yet
Lord knows, I've been working in the field
Trying to do my best, trying to get a dollar bill
And I promise my mama's gonna get to live the life
Before we have to head up to the sky

Lord knows, I been on the road just to get the gold (x4)

[Verse 2: Justin Freeman]
I'm a lyrical assassin combatting, smashing the league
Arms like arachnids attacking [?] I have for your team
Peep the accurate fashion in which I crafted this scheme
I'm slashed from a distant fabric of [?] with master degrees
Don't give two F's 'bout you cats, see I'm more a astronaut breed
I'm sick, and through these tracks that I rap I pass the disease
Name rapper who's rapping whose raps are actually
On the level of rap or matter, no rapper dapper than me
I'm thinking hell no, never fell for, or ever cared for
What you said, I'm ahead though, well I said so
Whether a train, plane, or sailboat, I'm prepared for
A head-on-head war, I'm [?] till I can't go
No more, even if my nails broke and my elbows
[Blast out?] from all the trails in my shell toes
[Have a debt?] so I'll never fail or take a L, no
I'll still prevail, won't let a chance go until I am gone
My fam told me that I can do it
I talk about the struggle that's within 'cause I been through it
Like someone grabbed my skin and then pinned a syringe through it
So when I grab a pen I can send my revenge through it
And I ain't trying to make amends with friends or offend you, it's
Whatever it takes to win so I aim to continue it
One day I will send music. Man, I have a notebook filled
With home-cooked meals, we don't touch it if it don't look real
You hoes shook still. Man, I been riding round in a range ro'
Looking at the way the game go, y'all trying to change roles
Even though this game might plummet, I still can't elope and
Plus every key we get go towards my main goal
So being a fruit ain't a part of the business plan
I want a girl to treat me the same way that a Civic can
Cheap and reliable, features desirable, and watch the way that you speak or you eating a tire-full

[Hook: Jusgee]
I've been grinding for a long time
Grinding for a long damn time, now I've finally got a check
They say the grass is greener on the other side
But I ain't seen that shit yet
Lord knows, I've been working in the field
Trying to do my best, trying to get a dollar bill
And I promise my mama's gonna get to live the life
'Fore we have to head up to the sky
Lord knows