I've Changed [alternate version]

[Verse 1: Josh Joplin]
I wanted perfection from every song I've ever sung
That was wrong
And I wanted something from every person I've ever loved
That was wrong
[Chorus: Josh Joplin]
And I've changed, I've changed
I've reconsidered everything
I'm fine now, oh I'm fine now
Laid the barrel in my mouth
And everything I've thought before
I won't think anymore
I've changed, I've changed, I've changed
[Verse 2: Josh Joplin]
I wanted to be the greatest at everything
But I can't be
And I wanted to be exempt from temptation
But I can't be
[Chorus: Josh Joplin]
And I've changed, I've changed
I've reconsidered everything
I'm fine now, I'm fine now
I've laid the barrel in my mouth
And everything I've thought before
I won't think anymore
I've changed, I've changed, I've changed
[Bridge: Josh Joplin]
Some pray to God
While others seek the sun
Purpose may be paramount
We all find out in time
[Verse 3: Josh Joplin]
I wanted your love to be everlasting
But it isn't
And I wanted life to be an easier proposition
But it isn't
[Chorus: Josh Joplin]
And I've changed, I've changed
I've reconsidered everything
I'm fine now, oh I'm fine now
I've laid the barrel in my mouth
And everything I've thought before
I won't think anymore
I've changed, I've changed, I've changed
I've changed, I've changed, I've changed