I WANNA GET HIGH

I wish this habit i have
I could manage to kick it
Instead of living just existing
Going minute to minute
I wish this itch
I get would just up and split
I wish
I was rich, i wish i had a ton of sh*t
That i didn't always end up with the short end of the stick
As i kid i would always wish
For happiness and bliss
A normal childhood
I wish my dad stuck around
For good
I wish i had a loving family
Presents under the christmas treeI wish for alot of thingsI wish my rap sheet didn't have any feloniesThat i could wipe the slate clean
I wish i could start a new beginning
Erase the pain and tragedyHave my dad proud of me
I wish world was mine
I wish i wasn't always
Defined as the guy whos always highI wish i wasn't an addict
I didn't have to have an altered mind
I wish this madness faded to blacknessI wish this light would shineI wish i wasn't lost
I wish i could find my way thru this darkI wish my pathWasn't littered with obsticals
I wish i had a role modelI wish i knew why i was even born in the first placeI wasn't feeling hollowI wish instead of a rainy day
Today
I could take a leap of faith tomorrowI wish i could believe in a higher beingInstead of only what im seeingI wish i knew my lifes meaningI wish my mother nina didn't need to work two jobs
Just to feed her kidsI wish there really was a godI wish i had someone to pray to
Something i could depend onI wish my momDidn't have to raise us on her own aloneFour kids whos dad split
Angry and rebellious
I wish i woulda appreciated
All the things my mom didSacrificed to try and raise us rightI wish i would have listened all alongI wish i wasn't wrong
I wish i never resorted to doing crimes and getting high all the time
I wish i could relive my entire life
I wish i didn't get raped and molested when i was a child At 7 8 and 9
Multiple timesI wish i didn't regret
Didn't have any guilt
Carry the weight of the stress
I wish sometimes
I didn't even exist
I wish i knew the truth instead of being confused by the mythsI wish i wasn't a cynic that my view wasn't pessimistic
I wish i had some hope left
It hadn't diminished
I wish my wishes were granted
I wish i hadnt taken advantageI wish i made a plan
I wish i wasn't abandonedI wish instead of sitting scribblin a wish list
I could use my pen to get down to businessWrite some lyrics to lift your spiritsI wish you all the bestI wish the entire planet coexisted peacefullyI wish love was the universal languageI wish this could be
I wish that all the hurt and anguish ended instantly
Every man woman and child had water and food to eat I wish i had the cure to cancer and every disease
That racism and hate
Homicides robberies and rapeCrime and corruption didn't take placeI wish i could make the world a better place for us to raiseOur future generationsOverpopulation is the reason
The government and the richAllow people to peddle cigarettes
Bars to serve alcohol and pharmacuetical companies
To profit off the mass genocideThey want us all to dieI wish that money wasn't the only thing that meant anythingPeople have ceased to be human beings
Consumed by materialistic things and greedI wish in this age of technologyWe could find a way to reconnect
In harmonyI wish i could say something
To reach youI wish i could gain the
Knowlege and teach youIm only one individual
I wish i wasn't Insignificant
I wish every single word and sentance
All these lyrics
Remains in your memory eternally cementedI wish i had more happy memories
I wish history
Could be re writtenI wish that john lennon
Martin luther king and kennedyWerent assassinated
Imagine if that could be