Deep Inside

[Verse 1]
I'm not doing great
I feel like I'm dead not thinking straight
Inside my body troubled, full of hate
I had to let it out before it's too late

[Chorus]
Deep inside, feeling so lost and betrayed
Why does this happen to me every time?
Stuck in this place where I can't escape
Screaming and clawing from deep inside

[Verse 2]
Why won't it fade?
Outside I had to lie, I'm okay
I hope someday I'll stop feeling pain
I guess this is a life I have made

[Chorus]
Deep inside, feeling so lost and betrayed
Why does this happen to me every time?
Stuck in this place where I can't escape
Screaming and clawing from deep inside

[Verse 3]
What am I doing?
I can't believe this I have been hiding
Wanting to be less, giving to people
They take from me, always they're bringing drama to me
Now!

[Bridge]
Feeling so lost and betrayed
Why does this happen to me every time?
Stuck in this place where I can't escape
Screaming and clawing from deep inside

[Outro]
I can't stand
All this f*cking pain
Please God just go away
Please God just make them pay