Big Feeling

Well I lost my self respect with every indiscretion
And I hollowed my insides with every unlearned lesson

Yes, and the sheets smelled of the burn
And I folded and I lost
Lonely morning's cold out here
When nothing comes across

That big feeling
Carries you on as it flows
And we've been reeling
From those morning/mourning body blows

I've been steeling
Every second that I can
To find that big feeling from which I ran

You try to call it like it is
Never felt so true before
You tell yourself it's just a movie
But it's not funny anymore
You set yourself up for a fall
Like you believe that you don't care
And fit yourself inside a bottle
With only room for you in there

That big feeling
Carries you on as it flows
And we've been reeling
From those morning/mourning body blows

I've been steeling
Every second that I can
To find that big feeling from which I ran

I'm aching on the inside
And I'm weary of the pace
And I'm bruising with each and every step

On my fall from grace
The road I'm on has got me kneeling
For you to roll over my world
And that big feeling
Keep it coming on girl

That big feeling
Carries you on as it flows
And we've been reeling
From those morning/mourning body blows

I've been steeling
Every second that I can
To find that big feeling from which I ran
That big feeling