BROKEN BOY

(Verse 1)

I remember when I was seven years old
Back in 2009 I chose to be a broken boy
Persuade this hip hop life
Nigga I promised myself that I'll never sell my soul
But I was too shy to show that I'm A Rapper
Because at the streets of durnacol
They Didn't listen to hip hop
So who the fuck will I be rappin for
Until I found peace in my and my soul
As time goes by sister told me she's a rapper too
I felt like I should tell her I'm A Rapper too
But it was too soon
Nigga
Nobody tought me how to do it
Nobody to look up too
Nobody to talk to
Nobody on got my back
Nobody can handle the love I provide
That's why these girls end up on the run
Yeah
So back to my story
Sister recorded her first song on my phone
We Didn't have a fucken studio at home
So I told her I can rap too
She told me that's cool but never lose your cool from that day i recorded my first song
In 2015 Nigga is still a teen
Released it and Shit
Some people liked it in school
Some told me it's not cool
I need to improve

I took that piece of advice to my heart
So when I did
 i decided to record a album
I had nobody to feature only my sister
That's where jade slayer and madmax came into life
I told them they should rap
And they did
But it's on me
Now it's on keeps
They'll do this Shit until they Rest in piece
That inspires me
True friends did that for me
I guess love really exists
Yeah
2016 November on the 19
Dropped my first album
But I didn't feature my sister because she was in college
Nigga she's older than me
That's why she inspires me
Nigga
I'm Not ashamed that I recorded that album with a phone
I didn't have a studio at home, remember
2017 I had a fucken studio
Decided to start up a new album
But something was on my way

Until now I'm still rapping
I Dont see myself stopping
I See myself winning
On the mirror it's the guy I should fear
It's clear that he's ahead of me
Yeah
God is my source
He gives me the sauce
That's why I'm still alive
He controls my life
Yeah
2017
Wasn't my musical year
A lot Shit happened in my life
Took a couple L's
Now imma turn them to lessons
In 2018
Yeah
My life was mess in 2017
That's why I'm A broken boy
And I will always be
James Rtee
I bet you don't know
What it stands for
It means
Jesus Always Makes Everyone Smile
Realistic teen Extinguishes evil
Coz Nigga I hate evil
Especially the devil
But never mind that
2017
Wasn't all bad
But I hate how it felt
And I was in a lot pain
But not always
Coz nigga I found love
Until now
I grew up
I lost a couple of friends
Couple of hates

Yeah
But it was filled with a lot of lessons
I had to teach myself
Regroup myself
I hate how it felt
But now I'm back
But I never left
I learnt that people are fake as fuck
They only stick around when you good
Never around when you lose
Nobody to heal my bruise
That's why I'm A broken boy
And then you ask me why I smoke
Alot of people on my neck and it chokes
Nobody is on my back when I'm broke
Nigga
I'm wise dude with a quite tude
But I'm crazy asf when I'm with my dudes
I know alot things but I don't talk about it
You say you hate me
I knew about it
Look
I'm Not selfish
I'm just looking out for myself
And you wasn't there
When I was in the shelf
Now that I'm up
You wanna show me your smile
Psh.....
I needed that when I was down
Get the fuck out my way you clown
Look
I'm dude that likes pink
Alot of people say it's gay
I won't listen to them
They just lamez they tryna hate and get a fucken name
That's one of the reason
I Dont reply to fuckboy shots
Because they need a poster they missing
When somebody finds them it means
I replied
But anyway
God First
When I make it
I swear under the oath
I Will feed my family first